Chapter 64
Chapter 64
During the day, Shengshi quickly scanned the Weibo hot searches, and saw not only Gu Tianyuan's clarification, but also Xiao Han's explanation of the original set video.
Every word and every sentence is to protect him.
Sheng Shi felt restless when he thought that he might have misunderstood this woman who sincerely defended himself for so many years.
He suddenly realized that his cowardly evasion behavior was hurting Xiao Han endlessly, his selfishness was extremely shameful.
He had to go see Xiao Han, no matter how scared he was.This is what he owes Xiao Han.
Wufeng Village is too far away from the urban area, so it is very quiet at night.
Occasionally, dogs bark from the foot of the mountain.
The sky is cloudy tonight, covering the stars and the moon, only the street lamps on the road ten meters apart and the lights of a few scattered houses glowing warmly in the darkness.
The place where Xiao Han lived was quite far away. Tang Zichao turned on the rear light of his mobile phone, and led Sheng Shi to the other side of the village along the criss-crossing paths on the ridge of the field.
The cool evening breeze brushed against the cheeks of the two of them, making them feel a little bit comfortable.
Tang Zichao put Sheng Shi's arm in his arms and narrowed the distance between the two, with a sweet voice: "Honey, when we get old, shall we live in the countryside? The wind blows really comfortably, and the air is also good."
The prosperous age blew the wind for a while, and the dull feeling in his heart dissipated a lot. He turned his head to look at Tang Zichao, his expression could not be seen clearly in the dark, only the dimples on his face and a pair of shining eyes could be discerned vaguely.
Sheng Shi smiled: "Aren't you afraid of the many bugs in the field, and the turtle that looks like a cockroach?"
Tang Zichao immediately shrank back to him, pretending to be a tiger, and said: "With you here, what insects dare to scare me? My young master is so domineering, let them all come and go!"
Sheng Shi made up the picture in his brain: the white-haired and bearded Tang Zichao was hiding on the low wooden cabinet, and his wrinkled face was fighting bugs everywhere with his cane.
It's still kind of warm.
Sheng Shi couldn't help chuckling.
He raised his face, looked at the light from the small building not far away, and solemnly promised: "Okay. We will move to the countryside when we get old. I will beat worms for you."
Relying on the fact that no one saw him, Tang Zichao gave him a kiss.
"My wife is so kind to me."
That's all right?Shengshi thought to himself.Obviously you treat me better.
With Tang Zichao by his side, no matter how depressed his mood was, he would get better little by little. Even outside the small building where Xiao Han lived, the smile on his mouth never disappeared.
Sheng Shi raised his hand to knock on the door, but before he knocked, the door creaked open.
Xiao Han stood in front of him, his eyes were a little nervous and a little joyful.
"I heard footsteps and saw you coming from the window," she explained. "Come in, I'm alone in the house."
Xiao Han seemed to be going to sleep. He was wearing a black satin pajamas, his hair was pulled back casually, without makeup, his face had more fine lines than usual, but his whole body was still elegant like that of a lady. Unbelievable.
Sheng Shi nodded, took Tang Zichao and followed her into the house.
The place where Xiao Han lived was obviously more refined and comfortable than the dormitory he and Li Qingchen lived in. The living room was covered with bohemian carpets and all the furniture was available. The replay of "Old Friends, New Neighbors" was playing on the TV opposite the sofa.
The air smells lightly of freesia and lemongrass.
"Is it okay to drink milk?" Xiao Han asked Sheng Shi, "Drinking tea at night is not good for sleep. But if you want to drink, I also have scented tea here."
Sheng Shi bit the bullet and said: "It's all right, thank you Teacher Xiao."
"No thanks." Xiao Han pursed his lips into a smile, said "You guys sit first", and quickly walked into the kitchen.
She came back soon, with a tray in her hand, put a pot of milk and a pot of jasmine tea on the coffee table, and placed a glass and a sugar bowl in front of Sheng Shi and Tang Zichao, probably because she was not sure about their tastes They come by themselves.
Sheng Shi poured himself a glass of milk and added a cube of sugar.
The sugar cubes fall into the milk and melt quickly.
Sheng Shi frowned slightly, touched the wall of the glass with the back of his hand, and found that the milk was hot.
He touched Tang Zichao's cup again, and the scented tea was also hot.
Sheng Shi looked at Xiao Han in surprise: "You guessed that I'm coming?"
Xiao Han shook his head, poured himself a cup of scented tea, smiled and said, "I'm not so powerful. It's cool in the mountains at night, and I will prepare some every night. You can't have a cup of hot drink and you can't drink it."
Shengshi: "..."
Sheng Shi quietly held Tang Zichao's hand.
Only now did he realize that Xiao Han said to him that day, "Come to me again when you are no longer afraid" was not just a simple sentence.
She is really waiting for him.
Boil a pot of milk and a pot of scented tea every night, repeating it every day, just so that he can have a sip of hot drink when he comes.
Sheng Shi whispered: "I'm sorry."
"Needless to say I'm sorry." Afraid that he would be under pressure, Xiao Han said softly, "It's my own hospitality habit, and it has nothing to do with you. I'm already very happy that you can come."
She took a second look at Tang Zichao next to Shengshi: "Is this Tang Zichao? It's much whiter than in "Old Friends, New Neighbors"."
Tang Zichao raised his eyebrows slightly.
He came to Shengshi in a hurry, he didn't bring the usual black powder, he just came out after washing his face in Shengshi's room.
There are very few people who can recognize him without seeing his original appearance. Outside of the prosperous age, there is only Xiao Han.
Tang Zichao quickly came to a conclusion: Xiao Han was very concerned about Shengshi.
Li Xiaotian has been with him for so long and still doesn't recognize him, it is absolutely impossible for Xiao Han to only watch one of his variety shows.
Apart from Shengshi, she has no other reason to pay attention to herself.
All because he is Shengshi's spouse.
Thinking of this, Tang Zichao said politely: "Hi, Teacher Xiao. It's too dark outside, I don't worry about Ashi coming alone, do you mind?"
"I don't mind." Xiao Han said, "You are the person Xiaoshi wants to join hands with for a lifetime, there is nothing you can't listen to."
Probably because she heard the title "A Shi", her beautiful eyes drooped, and she said slowly: "Yue Ming also likes to call Xiao Shi 'A Shi'."
The room was silent for a while.
Sheng Shi heard her mention mother's name, pursed his lower lip, looked down at the milk glass in his hand, not sure how to speak.
Tang Zichao squeezed Sheng Shi's palm, and said for him: "Mr. Xiao, not only A Shi, but I also have many doubts about what happened back then. I have met A Shi's mother. In my impression, she is beautiful and kind, but not stupid. , will not treat people who try to destroy their own families as friends. What happened to that old news? Why did you have an affair with Mr. Gu?"
He asked too bluntly, Sheng Shi trembled, and the left hand holding the milk cup couldn't help clenching tightly, so that the joints were distinct.
Tang Zichao noticed Sheng Shi's strangeness, so he approached him calmly, took the milk cup naturally and put it on the tea table, and rubbed his knuckles soothingly.
Sheng Shi felt the warmth of Tang Zichao's palm, and his tense body slowly eased.
Xiao Han put down the scented tea in his hand.
She seemed to want to smile to ease the awkward atmosphere, but the corners of her lips could not be drawn up, so she had to give up, closed her eyes and took a deep breath.
"Xiao Shi. Would you believe me if I said that Yueming asked Gu Tianyuan to accompany me to the dinner party that year?"
Sheng Shi turned his head in astonishment.
Xiao Han smiled wryly: "At that time someone was pursuing me, I refused many times and still kept pestering him. He is a very prestigious director in the mainland, and I was shifting my focus from Xiangjiang to the mainland at that time, so I really couldn't afford to offend him."
"Yueming said that if Gu Tianyuan was to accompany me to attend the film festival, he might retreat. Many of his films were invested by Gu Tianyuan's company."
Xiao Han felt his eye sockets hot, and he didn't want Sheng Shi to see him, so he wiped his head quickly.
"I have a bad relationship with your father. I didn't agree to it at first, but Yueming insisted. Gu Tianyuan was going to Europe for a few days, but she persuaded her. Yueming went to Europe for Gu Tianyuan so that Gu Tianyuan could have time to help me. Later, the private plane she took..." Xiao Han paused for a few seconds, and when he spoke again, his words were choked with uncontrollable sobs, "If I knew that I might lose her, how could I agree? Compared with her, what is a career? .In the past 12 years, I dreamed of her every night, and I lived in regret all the time."
As Xiao Han was talking, she didn't know when tears were pouring down like a fountain, she kept wiping, but the wiping didn't flow fast, her cheeks were still full of tears.
Xiao Han simply didn't care anymore, summoned up his courage, straightened his back and looked into Sheng Shi's eyes and said, "I caused you to lose her. But I don't want you to misunderstand that I deliberately hurt her. Xiao Shi, even if you hate me, You should also understand where you hate me."
Sheng Shi was at a loss in his heart.
"But, but..." Sheng Shi couldn't figure it out, "Gu Tianyuan told me that she was going to relax, why did she go to Europe for Gu Tianyuan? Wasn't the family's business all in China at that time..."
Xiao Han said: "It's not about business, she's going to give—"
With a click, Tang Zichao accidentally broke the cup, interrupting Xiao Han's words.
"Sorry." Tang Zichao hurriedly squatted down to clean up the glass, probably because he moved too quickly, his fingertips were cut, and bright red blood oozed out, making him hiss in pain.
Sheng Shi hurriedly pressed his finger for him, and asked Xiao Han: "Xiao...Aunt Xiao, do you have a Band-Aid?"
Xiao Han was stunned for a moment, then stood up: "There are, I'll get them."
Tang Zichao squatted on the ground and called out "Mr. Xiao".
"Do you have any wine here? Xiaoshi is very thoughtful. I'm afraid he won't be able to sleep after listening to you for so many nights. If he has something, can you pour him a glass?"
Xiao Han turned his head back, his gaze met Tang Zichao, he paused suddenly, and his voice drifted: "Yes, is fruit wine okay?"
Tang Zichao nodded: "Yes, please."
"No trouble." Xiao Han said hoarsely, and went upstairs to get him some wine.
As soon as she left, Sheng Shi glanced at Tang Zichao.
"Why do you want me to drink alcohol? How can I be so fragile that I can sleep." He said sullenly, unable to find a disinfectant tissue at hand, so he simply sucked the blood off Tang Zichao's finger, "Does it still hurt? It's so big How can I be so frizzy, I insist on picking up glass."
Tang Zichao leaned on him, made an exaggerated grinning expression, and said coquettishly, "Woo, it hurts so much, suck it again."
He stretched his fingers towards Sheng Shi's mouth.
Sheng Shi had no choice but to continue sucking for him.
As soon as he put Tang Zichao's fingers into his mouth, he found Tang Zichao hooked his fingers and scratched his tongue.
Shengshi:!
He raised his head, and sure enough, he saw Tang Zichao with a smirk on his face.
Sheng Shi patted him in embarrassment, his ears were slightly red, and he said angrily with a puffy face: "It hurts so much, forget it."
After finishing talking, I stopped worrying about Tang Zichao, found a dustpan and broom in the corner of the living room, and cleaned the broken glass under the coffee table.
When he put the tools back in place, Xiao Han just came back.
Sheng Shi took the band-aid from her hand and put it on Tang Zichao.
"Thank you, Aunt Xiao." Sheng Shi said.
"No thanks." Xiao Han bit his lower lip lightly, his red eyes turned to Sheng Shi: "You call me Aunt Xiao, you...don't blame me?"
Sheng Shi shook his head.
He is not good at dealing with such occasions, he is very at a loss, and feels even more uncomfortable.
Thinking of Xiao Han's grievances, he feels guilty and ashamed.
It was he who insisted on going his own way and not realizing it, and misunderstood Aunt Xiao who was devoted to him.
Sheng Shi caught a glimpse of the light pink fruit wine in the goblet from the corner of his eye, picked it up silently, held the cup in both hands to respect Xiao Han, and drank it down in one gulp.
The fruit wine was a little more spicy than the one Tang Zichao had given him. Sheng Shi drank too much and choked, Tang Zichao patted his back for him.
"I..." Sheng Shi just looked at Xiao Han, and said incoherently: "I misunderstood you for so long, and still treat you like that... Aunt Xiao, I'm sorry... I should have come earlier, I... I'll use this glass of wine first I apologize to you. You can beat or scold me if you want, but I am ignorant, I am unreasonable, I—"
Xiao Han covered Sheng Shi's lips.
The tears she had managed to hold back welled up again.
Xiao Han stood there, sucked his nose, and said after a while: "It's my fault. Xiaoshi, not only you are afraid, but I am also afraid. So I dare not tell you directly, I only dare to wait for you to ask me."
She said sadly: "I'm sorry, it's all my fault, don't blame yourself."
Sheng Shi smelled the perfume in front of him, couldn't hold back, and hugged Xiao Han.
He hugged Xiao Han tightly like he hugged his mother when he was a child.
The difference is that in the past, when he hugged his mother, he always had to work hard on tiptoe to get into her arms accurately.Now he is much taller than Xiao Han, with one arm, he can easily encircle Xiao Han's thin body.
Sheng Shi's tears fell silently on Xiao Han's back.
He said hoarsely: "Aunt Xiao, it's none of your business. I don't blame you. You don't know what will happen. If you want to blame, you can only blame..."
Gu Tianyuan.
Sheng Shi's voice lowered.
Can Gu Tianyuan be blamed?
Gu Tianyuan didn't know that the plane would crash.
It turns out that my mother didn't go to relax because of the quarrel between Gu Tianyuan and Sheng Tao, it turned out that my mother had other things to do.
But why has Gu Tianyuan never defended himself after so many years?Would rather lose his temper at him than explain?
Sheng Shi asked gently: "Aunt Xiao, why is my mother going to Europe?"
Xiao Han touched the back of his head and sighed: "It's not important anymore."
She helped Sheng Shi sit down, carefully looked at Sheng Shi's face, and stretched out her hand to trace his eyebrows.
Her fingers are cold.
"You really look like your mother." Xiao Han recalled: "Her eyebrows are also so light. Every time I help her make up, she asks me to use the darkest eyebrow pencil. I said it doesn't suit her, it looks too Fierce, she always refuses to accept it, saying it's not fierce, but heroic."
Sheng Shi listened quietly.
Xiao Han looked away, no longer looked at Shengshi, but looked at the rattan perfume bottle on the coffee table, and said in a daze: "But even if the eyebrow pencil is changed, the makeup is still so gentle."
"Actually, it's not the make-up that is gentle, but her gentleness."
"You are as gentle and kind as she is." Xiao Han said, finally a faint smile appeared on his lips again.
"Aunt Xiao is also very gentle." Sheng Shi followed her gaze to see the perfume bottle, his throat tightened, not wanting to shed tears to make Xiao Han feel sad with him, so he murmured: "Did my mother give you the formula of this perfume? I haven't smelled it anywhere else."
The stamina of the fruit wine surged up, he was a little dizzy, and he grabbed Tang Zichao's arm to sit still.
"I made the perfume together with her. The original formula only had the smell of lemongrass. It was a wedding gift from me to her. She added a scent of saffron to create this 'Singing Light'." Xiao Han spoke very quickly. Slow, didn't follow along, motioned Tang Zichao to catch Sheng Shi with his eyes, and said softly: "It's late, you're drunk, go back and have a good sleep, huh?"
"Is it called Yin Guang? Such a beautiful name..." Sheng Shi's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and they closed unconsciously.
Tang Zichao carefully adjusted his posture, carrying Sheng Shi on his back.
"Mr. Xiao, let's go then." Tang Zi said.
Xiao Han sent them to the door, brushed away the sweaty hair on Sheng Shi's forehead, and told Tang Zichao: "He can't drink too much, try not to let him drink in the future, it's bad for your health."
"Okay." Tang Zichao said seriously, "Mr. Xiao, thank you."
He and Sheng Shi seem to have said a lot of "thank you" and "sorry" tonight.
But this thank you is different.
Only he and Xiao Han could understand the meaning.
"I didn't think about it, thanks to your reminder just now." Xiao Han said comfortingly, "Take good care of Xiaoshi."
"Of course." Tang Zichao said, with a rare hint of concern in his tone, "This man has passed away, and your condolences."
Xiao Han nodded indiscriminately.
She watched Tang Zichao disappear into the night with Sheng Shi behind his back, closed the door and sat back on the sofa.
Mourning is generally a word of condolence to the family members of the deceased, and it is normal to say it to friends.
Tang Zichao is really smart, he deserves to be the youngest three-gold actor.
Xiao Han sat for a long time before smiling, and took the perfume bottle in his hand and stroked it.
"Yueming, the people Xiaoshi is looking for are very good. They will surely live happily ever after."
The cane on the top of the perfume bottle was rolled down by her movement, as if someone was responding to her somewhere.
"I will also... work hard to be happy." Xiao Han sniffed the fragrance of the fragrant snow orchid in his chest, and added in a whisper.
The author has something to say: "Yin Guang" comes from Tian Xi's "Confronting the Snow with Jinshi Zhu Xuan" in the Song Dynasty.
There have already been spoilers in Gugu, so let me explain to the little angels who don’t understand:
The flower language of lemongrass is love that can't be opened, and the flower language of freesia has the meaning of happiness.Sheng's mother understood Xiao Han's cryptic confession, but tactfully refused, and encouraged her to find her own happiness with fragrant snow orchid.
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