Actor-level brain-dead fan

Chapter 50

On the second day after the shooting, that is, the night when Jia Yiran woke up, Jia Yiran’s personal account posted the following text: “As everyone guessed, Lin Shu and I are together. As everyone said As you know, I have been a fan of Lin Shu since I saw his first movie at the age of 13, and since I met him officially last year, I have been attracted by his personal charm, from pure admiration and In the yearning, love and nostalgia arose. After a year of hard work, I was finally lucky enough to have this man.

"Although it is inappropriate, I still have to say that it was this accident that made us give up all our concerns, decide to come together, and announce our relationship to everyone. Life is so short, and I hope I can spend it with everyone. Loved ones live a real life together, instead of spending their whole life timidly under cover.

"It's hard to understand why some people in this world commit violent acts because one person falls in love with another, but because of this, we must face ourselves honestly and pursue what we love bravely. I hope that all people, To be as lucky as we are to be able to hold the hand of a loved one through thick and thin, until death do us part."

Below this long text, there is a picture.Because the news of the two must be sent back to the country, Jia Yiran did not use photos like kissing to stimulate the sensitive emotions of some people in the country, and caused Lin Shu some unreasonable curses, and Lin Shu was originally very restrained and reserved. Personality, although he can shoot kissing scenes when filming, but showing affection openly on his personal account is still slightly beyond his ability to bear.

Therefore, Jia Yiran just put up a photo of the two people interlocking their fingers: two men's hands, one is slightly larger, with needles from a hanging bottle stuck on it, and blue medical tape is stuck on it, and the other is slightly smaller At one point, the joints were covered with welts and swollen bruises from hitting the gangster's face.

The two hands were tightly held together, the stretched veins on the back of the hands showed strength, so firm and powerful, and the wound on the palm reminded people of the deep feeling that the two were willing to sacrifice their lives for each other when the attack happened. Love and courage.This pair of hands clasped together seems to tell everyone that they are ready, no matter the future road is sunny, March, windy flowers, or cold and rainy, they will always hold each other's hands like this, Go through this journey of life without hesitation.

For a time, the global media was boiling.As the most promising investor, entrepreneur, entrepreneur and actor among the younger generation under the age of 25, Jia Yiran came out of the closet with great vigor, and the man who turned him off is not a beautiful man who is all over the country , is not a noble family with noble blood, nor is it a young and promising elite with superior IQ. He is just an ordinary Chinese man, eight years older than Jia Yiran. If you comment on his life of more than 30 years, it is almost a It is good and lacking, and mediocrity.

Just such an ordinary person, how can He De let Jia Yiran call him "Dad" first, and then protect him with his life in times of crisis, be willing to announce his sexuality for him, and make a promise for the rest of his life?

Journalists from all over the world rushed to China, to the place where Lin Shu was born, went to school and worked, trying to find something different.Fortunately, Sophia thought of this in advance and took Lin Shu's mother to the United States early to prevent her from being disturbed by reporters.

Some people wished them well, thinking that Jia Yiran's coming out was another important milestone for the lgbt community. A young, promising young man with a good reputation was willing to stand up and announce his sexuality, which established a very positive and brave image for the lgbt community.

Of course, some people ridiculed them. Conspiracy theorists think that Jia Yiran was stunned by an old man. They think that Lin Shu is probably a very scheming man. Although the announcement of his sexual orientation has caused a certain loss to his acting career , but binding Jia Yiran, who knows how much benefit this will bring him?When he stepped on Jia Yiran and climbed up, earned enough money and power, and established his own business, it was probably the day when they broke up.

However, no matter whether it was blessing or ridicule, neither Lin Shu nor Jia Yiran knew it.After lying in the hospital for three days, Jia Yiran, who was already in good physical condition, clamored to leave.During the three days he was in the hospital, the hospital was crowded with reporters from all walks of life every day.Although his bodyguards protected his ward like an iron bucket, not a single fly was ever let in, but when he thought of the people outside, Jia Yiran felt very disturbed.Therefore, just after recovering to being able to walk two steps with Lin Shu's support, Jia Yiran clamored to be discharged from the hospital.

Sophia also felt that there was no need to stay in the hospital all the time, so she called someone to clean up Jia Yiran's house in Xitatu, and hired a whole medical team and nutritionist to move them there to recuperate.

However, on the day before leaving, Lin Shu saw the dusty He Xiawei in the corridor.

When He Xiawei learned of Lin Shu's shooting incident, he was filming a movie. This is a Hollywood movie, and He Xiawei's team took a lot of effort to get him the role.The director had a bad temper, He Xiawei didn't dare to mention the leave, stayed up for three days, and when the director had to go home to look after the children on the weekend, he found time to come to Lin Shu.It's also a coincidence that if he came an hour later, Lin Shu and Jia Yiran would have already left.

Seeing He Xiawei again, Lin Shu realized that he had become so calm.The irritability and anger in the past seemed to have disappeared without a trace suddenly. The person he once loved and hated so much stood in front of him, but there was no emotion left in his heart, as if it was just a comparison. The familiar stranger didn't even feel any melancholy anymore.

Because there were reporters outside, Lin Shu could only bring He Xiawei into the ward.As soon as Jia Yiran saw He Xiawei, he immediately became cold and arrogant. He turned on the TV without even looking at him. The news on the screen happened to be talking about the matter between him and Lin Shu. The TV station did not know where it came from. After finding so many photos and videos, the sexy hostess exaggeratedly described the emotional journey of the two.

"Turn down the TV volume." Lin Shu walked over to hold his head and kissed him.

Jia Yiran immediately turned off the TV obediently, and then raised his head to look at Lin Shu, his expression was exactly the same as that of a dog who just brought back a ball and looked up for praise.Lin Shu pinched his nose speechlessly, and poked his lips.

He Xiawei stood by a small coffee table in the ward, looking at Lin Shu and Jia Yiran showing their affection with an ugly expression, his hands in his pockets tightly clenched into fists.

"Sit down." After comforting the jealous big dog, Lin Shu came back to entertain He Xiawei, "What would you like to drink?"

He Xiawei glanced at Jia Yiran again: "Ashu, can you..."

"No." Lin Shu interrupted him directly, "There is nothing that Yiran can't listen to in the conversation between me and you." He made it clear that he said it here or you leave, and he was so firm that he couldn't bear it. Rejection, showing no sympathy, is simply embarrassing.

He Xiawei could only sit down.The assistant served them a pot of coffee. He Xiawei picked up the coffee to hide his discomfort, and his eyes accidentally fell on Jia Yiran who was lying on the bed. Disdain.

"Thank you for coming to see us." Lin Shu got straight to the point, with a bit of blunt bluntness, "Then, you came to see me, what's the matter?"

"I've seen those news." He Xiawei looked at Lin Shu's face carefully, "How are you?"

"I'm fine." Lin Shu smiled, then looked back at Jia Yiran, "Yiran is also fine."

He Xiawei was holding a coffee cup.He had a lot to say, but he couldn't say a word.What do you say?You just came out, are you really not worried about your acting career?Are you really so relieved to hand over your future to Jia Yiran?you can't...

...Can't you think about me again?

However, all of these disappeared without a trace when he saw Lin Shu's tender eyes looking at Jia Yiran from time to time.

"Is there anything important, do you want to tell me?" Lin Shu asked patiently again.

He Xiawei took a deep breath, picked up the coffee cup and drank it in one gulp.There was another question, although he knew it was meaningless, he still wanted to ask it.

"Yes, Ashu, although it's not very important." He looked into Lin Shu's eyes, his voice was almost inaudible, "I just want to ask you... Seven years ago, we were still together, and we had nothing to do. At that time, if someone announced the relationship between the two of us, would you be willing to come out with me, even if you may never get a job in the future and have to quit the film and television industry?"

Lin Shu glanced at him in surprise, and said, "Yes."

With a bang, Jia Yi angrily put the TV remote control heavily on the bedside table, and looked at Lin Shu unhappily.Lin Shu gave him a reassuring look, and when he turned around again, his expression became much more serious.

"I told you, when I decided to be with you." Lin Shu said in a low voice, "I said, although we can only hide our sexuality for the sake of our future, I have always made preparations Prepare for the closet. Besides, the consequences of coming out are not as serious as you think. Although you can’t become rich and powerful, you can still find a job in the circle. At worst, you can turn behind the scenes. This circle is full of gold. As long as you are willing to do it, how can it be possible? abjection."

He stared at He Xiawei's face seriously, "As an artist, with you, you may face the danger of being exposed, but I'm ready to face it with you. These are my I promised you. It seems that you didn't take it to heart."

He Xiawei's lips were trembling, and his face was completely drained of blood.He really didn't care.gay?This kind of thing never occurred to him.He only regarded these words as unrealistic sweet words, but he never thought that Lin Shu was already ready to join hands with him against the whole world.

At the beginning, Zou Rong fell in love with him and insisted on being with him. In order to force him, he took out photos and videos of the two kissing and touching each other, and threatened him that if he didn't want to be with him, he would publish it and let him know. The two will never be able to gain a foothold in the entertainment industry.

For the sake of the future, He Xiawei compromised.Over the years, he always felt that he was sacrificing for himself and for Lin Shu.He knew that it was abominable for him to cheat, but after all, it happened for a reason, he made such a big sacrifice for Lin Shu, after thinking about it, he actually felt that he was a bit of a lonely hero.

But now he wants to understand that what he protects from beginning to end is only himself.

The fig leaf was torn off violently, exposing all the selfish and dirty little calculations in his heart, and he screamed in pain under the burning of the sun.

He Xiawei stood up almost in a panic, almost knocking over the small coffee table, "Then I won't bother you." He hardly dared to look up, even if he didn't see it, he could feel Jia Yiran's winner Complacent eyes and smiles.

He quickly left the ward, and before going out, he stopped suddenly and stared deeply at Lin Shu.

"What's wrong?" Lin Shu asked.

He Xiawei felt an urge to shed tears stuck in his throat, his eyes were swollen, his nose was sore, and his internal organs were convulsed, but he could only pretend that nothing happened and forced himself to laugh Sincerely and frankly: "I haven't congratulated you yet, Ashu." He smiled big, hiding his appearance of crying, "I wish you a happy union for a hundred years, and you will be united forever."

Lin Shu was taken aback for a moment, and immediately smiled brightly: "Thank you."

Just after sending He Xiawei away, Jia Yiran immediately covered his head with the quilt in anger, humming and crying for pain.Lin Shu sat down on the edge of the bed speechlessly, afraid of pressing on the wound, he didn't dare to reach out to hug him, so he just sat there and watched him make trouble.

Jia Yiran hummed for a long time, extremely arrogant, but he didn't wait for Lin Shu to comfort him, couldn't help pulling down the quilt quietly, and saw Lin Shu looking at him with a smile on his face.

"Don't be angry." The man leaned over and kissed him, "The person I love the most will always be you, good boy."

He Xiawei left the hospital in a hurry and asked his assistant to drive away from here.The assistant saw that his face was terrible, so he didn't dare to ask anything, so he could only drive him around the town casually until He Xiawei calmed down.

"Go to the place where the shooting happened." He Xiawei gave an order to the assistant.

Parking was not allowed on that narrow street, He Xiawei parked the car at the entrance of the street, got out of the car and walked to the place where Lin Shu and Jia Yiran met the gangsters.There have already gathered a lot of tourists who come here admiringly.Here, Jia Yiran used his life to protect his lover, but the lover did not abandon him, but came back to save him from the hands of the gangsters, and fought back furiously as if he could kill someone for Jia Yiran.This is a place to witness and promote a beautiful love, and it has become a romantic love sanctuary.

He Xiawei stood by the side of the road, looking at the scene of the incident.There, there was still a lot of blood on the ground.The tourists knelt next to the bloodstains and took a group photo as if they were witnessing a miracle. Many young people with delicate and sensitive emotions even shed tears.

He Xiawei looked there silently, that kind of needle-like pain spread from the bottom of her heart again.

"It's beautiful, isn't it? A lover who puts life and death aside, after experiencing death, they come together bravely. It's romantic and beautiful." A familiar voice rang from beside his ears, and He Xiawei knew that without turning around. It was Zou Rong.He ignored him, just pushed the sunglasses on the bridge of his nose.

The program group of "A Foreign Country" has suspended recording, and the TV station is still discussing whether the program can continue, so the guests are staying here for the time being, waiting for the final decision of the program group.

"Have you visited Lin Shu in the hospital?" Zou Rong walked up to He Xiawei, raised his hand and took off his sunglasses, "He didn't see you, did he?"

"Go away." He Xia's only face was indifferent, his gaze passed Zou Rong and landed on the pool of blood.

Zou Rong sneered: "No, Lin Shu is not someone who would shame you in public, he saw you, but in front of Jia Yiran, right? Haha, he is very loyal to his lover. Zou Rong laughed sarcastically, "Do you feel that you are in a panic, and you can't utter a single word in front of Lin Shu's lover, right?"

He Xiawei turned around and wanted to leave.Zou Rong immediately pulled him back: "I'm right, right? Angry?"

"Don't pester me like a whore." He Xiawei cursed in a low voice, and shook off his hand fiercely.

Zou Rong was almost thrown to the ground by him, staggered two steps, and hit the wall, but he rushed up without hesitation and stopped in front of He Xiawei: "I can do it too!" His voice was trembling , his eyes were bloodshot, "What Lin Shu can do, I can do too! I am willing to come out to the public and leave the entertainment industry for you! Dad said you don't care if you can stay in the entertainment industry, and I don't care either! I'm not afraid of others publishing everything about us!"

He shook He Xiawei's arm vigorously, raised his head almost pleadingly, and looked at He Xiawei: "I can do what he can do. How can I not compare to him? Why can't you watch Look at me?"

He Xiawei pinched his wrist, pulling him away from his body as if tearing off something dirty: "There is nothing like it." He said softly, "You are just a little bastard spoiled by your parents Egg, you don’t know what love and devotion are at all, you only know how to force others to accept your wishful thinking performance, and you also want others to be grateful. You are just a tragic character who likes infatuation and devotion. You are hypocritical and cheap. Nausea."

Zou Rong let out a loud choked sob, tears streaming down his face, he watched He Xiawei walking out of the street without hesitation, without looking back, with steady steps, he suddenly felt a burst of anger.He rushed over and grabbed He Xiawei again.

"Do you know how Lin Shu found out that you cheated?" He choked up and smiled mockingly, crying and laughing like crazy, "It was me, when you went to the room with me, I Someone tied him to the suite next door. I installed a camera in our room, and showed him the scenes of us making AI live."

He laughed distortedly, with a weird and crazy voice: "Haha, he saw everything! He saw how you hugged me like a dog, he heard you keep shouting cool, he heard you not Stop calling me Rongrong baby, call me dear, he still heard your complaints, you said he is a big man pretending to be innocent, and he refuses to be fooled! You said he was ridiculously naive, and thought that two men should be alike Like men and women, firewood, rice, oil, salt, soy sauce, vinegar tea."

"Don't try to put everything on my head!" Zou Rong suddenly grabbed his collar viciously, "This is actually what you think in your heart! Lin Shu saw it! That's why he broke up with you so firmly I forced you to make out with me, call me baby, did I f-cking force you to speak ill of him? You are actually a coward, He Xiawei, it was you who couldn’t stand the ordinary days with Lin Shu, it was you Want to cheat, hug other people's thighs, want to be famous! I just gave you a step, and you climbed it yourself! Don't try to push everything on my head, you are such a shameless, selfish and cowardly bastard! "

"Get out!" He Xiawei's face changed drastically, he punched Zou Rong in the face, knocking him to the ground, covering his face and unable to get up for a long time.

There were people watching them, some people gathered around, and some people took out their mobile phones, looking like they wanted to call the police.He Xiawei panted heavily, staring at the man lying on the ground trembling and finally crying softly, speechless for a long time.

Everything in his eyes was covered with a layer of dizzy white light.He Xiawei collected herself, turned around and walked towards her car step by step.

The assistant didn't dare to ask anything, and drove him all the way in a muffled voice, taking him to the hotel they booked.

He Xiawei looked at the wide fields and farms outside the car window. There was a cow standing behind the barbed wire, fanning its ears at the cars on the street, and several children were chasing by the side of the road on bicycles.The sky is blue, only where the ground communicates, and a few white clouds are briskly swept away.The crow croaked twice, and the magpies chased and fought on the antenna pole.

It's all so beautiful, so beautiful that it hurts.

He Xiawei stared at all this outside the window, and suddenly found that his chest hurt, and then realized that he was holding his breath.He wiped his face with his hands, and unexpectedly found that it was all water.

He stared at the crystal water droplets on his fingertips, took out a handkerchief from his pocket with shaking hands, and covered his face in it.A few seconds later, the suppressed cry came out in a low voice.

No matter what happened to He Xiawei and Zou Rong, on this day, Lin Shu and Jia Yiran finally left the hospital and went to Jia Yiran's mansion in Seattle, where a team of medical teams and nutritionists were ready.

When they arrived in Seattle, the two began a convalescent life without going out. Everything outside had nothing to do with them for the time being. Everything was handed over to Sophia and Yuan Jing. They only needed to enjoy the beautiful world of two people.