Dongyang

Chapter 90

Mo Dongyang has been living like a double-faced person these days. During the day, he is approachable, warm and cheerful, kind to everyone, and gentle to everyone.But when night fell, all the darkness in my heart came out.It's okay to be in the crew, as long as you try your best to control your emotions and treat yourself as a person in the movie, you can still pretend to be perfect.

Even when facing Fenghua in front of people, he could put on a calm look, which moved Fenghua, thinking that Mo Dongyang finally accepted him.

But whenever he was sent home by the two bodyguards sent by Fang Huaizhou, he would be irritable and lose his temper at Fang Huaizhou.Either they were extremely silent, no matter how hard Fang Huaizhou coaxed him, he wouldn't say a word.

Every morning, when everyone was soundly asleep, he was abnormally awake.Get off the bed, run to the living room to turn on the TV, and watch "Farewell My Concubine" over and over again.

Finally, when Mo Dongyang nestled on the sofa again, watching a silent movie, Fang Huaizhou couldn't pretend anymore and couldn't bear it anymore.

Fang Huaizhou crossed the sofa, walked to the TV and pulled out the electric plug, then turned to look at Mo Dongyang.

But Mo Dongyang didn't seem to notice it, waiting for a pair of black eyes to look at the pitch-black screen, and his pale lips were constantly wriggling and saying something.

Fang Huaizhou was startled, leaned close to Mo Dongyang, and called out cautiously: "Dongyang? Dongyang?"

"Brother, just let you and me, no, is it okay to let me sing with you for a lifetime? Have you sung for most of your life? No, the agreement is for a lifetime, one year less, one month, one day , An hour is not considered a lifetime..."

Fang Huaizhou was shocked. When he turned off the TV just now, the next movie was about Duan Xiaolou and Cheng Dieyi's dressing room, because Duan Xiaolou was angry when he went to brothels.What Mo Dongyang said was the conversation between the two of them, he memorized every line of Farewell My Concubine!

"Dongyang?!" Fang Huaizhou held Mo Dongyang's face and roared, "Wake up!"

Mo Dongyang looked up at Fang Huaizhou, and said, "I've always been sober, I just don't want to face reality."

Fang Huaizhou was shocked again, Mo Dongyang's eyes were clear, how could there be any sign of confusion?

"Have you checked my medical records?" Mo Dongyang looked at Fang Huaizhou firmly, "Mrs. Herman told me. In fact, you knew about my illness the other day when you came back from abroad, right? That's why you were in such a hurry He hastily asked Mr. Cheng to take me away."

"Dongyang..." Fang Huaizhou's voice choked up, "I just want to protect you."

Mo Dongyang shook his head, looked at Fang Huaizhou, showed his first sincere smile in so many days, and said, "Huaizhou, you can't protect me, I'm going crazy, the first person to get hurt is definitely you."

"I love you!" Fang Huaizhou pressed his forehead against Mo Dongyang's, and his lips were close to his. "I didn't know about those photos. Feiran and I ended. That kiss meant that we had completely forgotten the past. I told Feiran, I love you, I can't let you go, I can't live without you!"

An expression of disbelief gradually appeared on Mo Dongyang's face, and his eyes gradually became moist: "You chose me?"

"The moment I met you four years ago, I chose you." Fang Huaizhou said hoarsely, "It's because I refused to admit that I changed my mind, that I fell in love with you. It's all my fault. Dongyang , I know you don't trust me, but it doesn't matter, we still have a lot of time, and I can use the remaining time to prove it."

"But, I'm sick..." Mo Dongyang's eyes became bewildered, "I'm very sick, sometimes I don't even know who I am, what I have done, what I have done I can't control what I said! I, I don't want to hurt you..."

"No," Fang Huaizhou hugged Mo Dongyang tightly in his arms, with utmost tenderness, "You won't hurt me."

"I don't know, I really don't know..." Mo Dongyang suddenly pushed Fang Huaizhou away, then stood up in a daze and walked to the bedroom.

Fang Huaizhou hurriedly followed, but saw Mo Dongyang squatting in the corner with his hands on his knees, muttering to himself.

"Dongyang, Dongyang..." Fang Huaizhou crouched helplessly in front of Mo Dongyang, there was really nothing he could do except calling Mo Dongyang's name.He didn't even dare to hug Dongyang, for fear of scaring people into hiding in darker places.

The two of them didn't sleep all night, just sat on the ground until dawn.

"Huaizhou, why are you sitting on the ground?" Mo Dongyang said suddenly, standing up from the ground with a puzzled expression.

"It's time for you to go to work, and I'm going to film a movie too. Today I have a new movie to start, and I have to catch up with two crews in the future." Mo Dongyang seemed to have forgotten what happened last night, as if nothing had happened Talking to himself, he went into the bathroom to wash up.

Fang Huaizhou was still in a daze. He didn't know whether Mo Dongyang was awake or not, whether it was normal or abnormal.Does he really not remember what happened last night?

Mo Dongyang quickly came out of the bathroom, changed into a set of clothes, kissed the corner of Fang Huaizhou's mouth affectionately, and went out.

Fang Huaizhou encountered this situation for the first time, so he didn't have time to react.When he regained his senses and chased him out, Mo Dongyang had already driven out of the community by himself.

Fang Huaizhou went upstairs to wash up briefly, then quickly called Liang Jin and told him about Mo Dongyang's abnormality.

"According to what you said, he looks a bit like a dual personality. But generally speaking, there are very few cases of dual personality, and there are not many cases in the world. Moreover, I have never heard of the symptoms of dual personality in a family inherited mental illness. .” Liang Jin mused.

"Then why did Dongyang change so much? The him last night is completely different from the him this morning!" Fang Huaizhou asked eagerly.

"I haven't done much research on this disease, so I really can't explain why. How about this, you call my brother and ask, he should be able to explain." Liang Jin said.

Fang Huaizhou thanked him, and after hanging up the phone, he couldn't wait to call Senior Brother Liang Jin.Simply explaining the purpose of coming, Fang Huaizhou briefly explained Mo Dongyang's situation.

The brother seemed to think for a while before saying: "He doesn't have a dual personality, or he actually remembers everything, but he's used to pretending."

"camouflage?"

"That's right, you said that he is an actor, and it is not difficult for him to pretend to be someone else." The brother explained, "He is a mental patient and suffers from severe depression. The daytime symbolizes light and hope, so He will pretend to be a normal person during the day. Night represents darkness and evil, and everything will be revealed at night, so he will take off his disguise and be the real him.”

"But, he did lose control once." Fang Huaizhou said, telling the story of Mo Dongyang's attempt to kill him that night.

"Occasional loss of control does not mean that he will lose his memory. Under normal circumstances, unless it is a patient who is completely insane, most of the memory of intermittent psychopaths will be there." The brother said.

"From my professional point of view, his career is actually not a good choice." The brother said again, "Actors tend to lose themselves. If he gets too deep into the play and can't get out, it will be a serious blow to him."

"This will affect him too?" Fang Huaizhou's heart ached again.

"Yes, you'd better take a look at what scenes he has taken recently, and try not to let him take any scripts with violent plots, self-abuse plots, or dark suspense." The brother said, "It's best to let him stop filming , rest at ease for three to five years."

After Fang Huaizhou thanked him, he hung up the phone, looked at the mobile phone in his hand with a heavy heart, and then dialed the international long-distance number.

The author has something to say: Because I had to write a report and give a report when I attended the seminar last time, and then the project paper was also finalized, and Bishui was sick again, so I squeezed time to update this week, and the update was very slow, dear friends~