Dongyang

Chapter 93

Fang Huaizhou handed the hot milk to Mo Dongyang and watched him drink it with his own eyes.

After washing the cups and returning to the bedroom, Mo Dongyang had already fallen asleep.

He added sleeping pills to the milk, which was the worst of the worst.If he hadn't had to, he would never have done that.Because Mo Dongyang hadn't slept for a long time, except that after taking antidepressants, he would sleep groggyly for a few hours, the rest of the time he was almost awake.

But taking too much fluoxetine will aggravate the hallucinations and even damage the brain nerves. Fang Huaizhou can still control the dose and let Mo Dongyang take it twice a week.

In order to allow Mo Dongyang to sleep once, he had no choice but to ask Liang Jin's senior brother to give him some special sleeping pills for mental patients, secretly crushed them and put them in milk for Mo Dongyang to drink.

The medicine is very useful, Mo Dongyang really fell asleep.

Sitting by the bed, Fang Huaizhou used his fingers to trace the outline of Mo Dongyang's eyebrows and eyes over and over again.Even after taking sleeping pills, Mo Dongyang still couldn't sleep well, his brows were furrowed, and his eyelashes were still trembling uncomfortably.

"I will definitely find Mrs. Sherman, Dongyang, and I will find someone to cure you." Fang Huaizhou whispered, Mo Dongyang's brows twitched suddenly, but he did not wake up.

Fang Huaizhou lowered his head and kissed his brow, and murmured: "No matter what, I won't give up on you, even if I really want to break with the Fang family, I won't give up on you..."

Mo Dongyang felt trapped in a nightmare again. He wanted to wake up, but was forced to run in the dark.He didn't know what he was hiding, and he didn't know what was chasing him. He didn't stop involuntarily until he ran in front of a red wooden door.

The eye-catching door seemed to cast a spell on him, tempting him to open it.He knew in his heart that something bad would happen if the door was opened, but he couldn't help but hold the doorknob and turn it.

The door was pushed open, and Mo Dongyang was pulled in by an invisible force.It's a small room with just a bed, a desk and a wardrobe.

A scarred young woman hugged her knees in a corner and cried in despair, while another middle-aged woman knelt in front of her, hugging her and weeping bitterly.

Mo Dongyang felt that the woman with hollow eyes and crying was very familiar, and after thinking for a while, he remembered that it was Mo Yao, his mother.

Why didn't you recognize it right away?It was because Mo Yao in front of her eyes almost lost her human form.The corners of the swollen mouth, bruised cheeks, red and swollen eyes, and a head of black hair that was once soft have been messed up.She was wearing a broken dress, which could barely cover her scarred body.The white wrists were covered with bloodstains from bondage, the neck and chest were all black and blue, and several eye-catching bloodstains snaked down from the thighs.

There were more traces, all shocking, all indicating that this woman had suffered a nightmare-like violence not long ago.

Mo Dongyang is a man, he knows exactly what happened to Mo Yao.His whole body trembled uncontrollably. At that time, Mo Yao was fine and his condition was under control. Why did he suddenly deteriorate?Why did she suddenly commit suicide?

Mo Dongyang still doesn't quite remember what happened at that time.Did he forget when he was young, or did he not want to remember?

Mo Dongyang was very scared, he wanted to turn around and leave, he didn't want to watch any more.But his feet seemed to be nailed together, and he couldn't move at all.

"Yangyang..." Mo Yao suddenly stretched out her hand in the direction of Mo Dongyang, and finally a gleam of hope flashed through her tear-filled eyes.

Mo Dongyang was startled, and stretched out his hand involuntarily.The next moment, a small body that was still walking unsteadily passed through Mo Dongyang's body and held Mo Yao's hand.

"Mother......"

Mo Yao was about to hold the young Mo Dongyang in her arms, but the middle-aged woman pushed Mo Dongyang away, her eyes filled with deep-seated resentment, and shouted: "You little bastard! Get out! Get away from me!" Stay away from my daughter! It’s all you! It’s all your beast father! You’ve killed my daughter for the rest of your life! Why don’t you die! You shouldn’t have been born!”

After the woman yelled, she jumped straight at the young Mo Dongyang, and her well-maintained hands grabbed his neck!

It was obvious that the person the woman was strangling was not his current self, but Mo Dongyang also felt a painful suffocation——

"Mom! Don't—"

The last scene Mo Dongyang saw was Mo Yao holding an ashtray in horror and smashing it on the back of the woman's head.

"No!" Mo Dongyang woke up crying.

"Dongyang!" Fang Huaizhou, who was awakened, quickly hugged Mo Dongyang, patted his back and comforted him softly: "Dongyang, don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid."

"Don't, don't, don't!" Mo Dongyang shouted in pain, holding his head, "Don't do this, I beg you, don't do this..."

Fang Huaizhou concealed the panic in his heart, hugged Mo Dongyang and comforted him calmly: "No, Dongyang, I'm not like this, don't cry, don't be afraid, with me here, don't be afraid." He didn't even know that Mo Dongyang What exactly did Yang dream about that made him so scared.

Mo Dongyang finally heard Fang Huaizhou's voice, and suddenly remembered Fang Huaizhou's deliberate concealment and avoidance of Mo Yao's suicide when Fenghua met him.

"Do you know anything?" Mo Dongyang raised his head, clutching Fang Huaizhou's lapel with tears in his face, and asked in tears, "Do you know why my mother committed suicide! Did she get raped? Did she? Yes! no!"

Fang Huaizhou was shocked and opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything.He knew what Mo Dongyang filmed today, and Zhang Zhengzheng reported it to him.But he didn't know that it was just a scene, but it triggered Mo Dongyang's deepest memory!

"Ah! Ah! Ah!" Mo Dongyang yelled in pain, and kept hitting Fang Huaizhou with both fists, venting the repressed pain in his heart with the most primitive violence.

Fang Huaizhou endured the pain in his body, put his arms around Mo Dongyang and let him vent his emotions.

"Why! Why!" Mo Dongyang cried bitterly, "Why did you treat her like this! Didn't Ouyang Nan love her! Why didn't you protect her! Why!"

"It's my fault..." Mo Dongyang's fist gradually weakened, his head rested on Fang Huaizhou's shoulder, his teary eyes were hollow and out of focus, "It would be fine if I hadn't been born, if I was really a stillborn alright......"

Mo Yao suffered such pain and injury back then, but when he was almost killed, he hurt his mother, the woman who was always by her side even though she was remarried.

Fenghua didn't abandon Mo Yao and Mo Dongyang unfeelingly at that time, but because Mo Yao hurt his mother.Less than a month after Mo Yao's death, Fenghua's mother also died. Although there were reasons for excessive sadness, it should be more because of Mo Yao's merciless blow at the beginning, right?

If Mo Yao hadn't been protecting him back then, she wouldn't have hurt her mother by mistake, Fenghua wouldn't have left her alone, and she wouldn't have died.

Without him, many things would not have happened.His mother won't die, his grandmother won't die, Fenghua won't blame himself for so many years, Huai Zhou won't break up with his family and stay with Ji Feiran properly.

Everything is because of him, he is the source of all pain.

If he died, wouldn't it be possible to end everyone's misfortune?

"Dongyang? Dongyang!" Fang Huaizhou was frightened by Mo Dongyang's words, and quickly raised his face, only to find that Mo Dongyang's eyes were open, but he seemed to be unconscious.

"Dongyang!" Fang Huaizhou was startled, and shook Mo Dongyang vigorously, as if trying to wake him up, "Look at me! Yangyang, I beg you to take a look at me!"

Fang Huaizhou was so panicked that Mo Dongyang finally regained his sanity.

"Huaizhou? Why aren't you sleeping yet? Go to sleep quickly, you're going to the company tomorrow, you've been working too hard recently, how can you stay up late every day?" Mo Dongyang stretched out his hand and pushed Fang Huaizhou down on the bed, muttering to himself: "Sleep, I'll be with you."

Fang Huaizhou turned over and hugged Mo Dongyang tightly in his arms. Mo Dongyang suddenly smiled and said, "Why are you so clingy today?"

"Don't leave me." Fang Huaizhou didn't know whether Mo Dongyang was sane or not, even if he hugged him like this, he always felt that he would disappear suddenly. "Dongyang, don't leave me. Meeting you is the greatest blessing in my life."

Mo Dongyang seemed very happy when he heard these words, he patted Fang Huaizhou on the back and said softly, "It's also my greatest blessing. Don't worry, even if you don't want me, I will always be with you."

The two of them were speechless, and after an hour, Fang Huaizhou dared to move cautiously, quietly observing Mo Dongyang's reaction.

Mo Dongyang seemed to have really fallen asleep this time, with a calm face and a steady breath.Except for the tears hanging from the corners of his eyes, it was impossible to tell that he was still insane because of a nightmare an hour ago.

That night, Mo Dongyang never woke up again, but Fang Huaizhou didn't dare to sleep and watched him all night.

The author has something to say: Keke~ I went to the capital to play in Bishui on May [-]st, and I had a great time~ I brought a laptop, but I thought I would update the article when I was free, and then I ate and ate, walked around, Just forget about it!Sorry dears, but everyone should go to play on May Day, right?

In other words, this time I went to the capital and met the TF I met when I went to a meeting last time. It seemed to be doing promotion in a shopping mall. There were so many people in the queue that Bishui and Jiyou didn't dare to join in the fun and ran away.After thinking about it, it's quite a fate~