doting shipwreck

Chapter 46

The world is not beautiful, but for homosexuals who wander on the edge of the world, he is even more cruel.

After listening to Jian Zhifan's story, Yu Sheng became more and more uneasy, because what he worried about was not only Jiang Hai's rejection, but also whether they would repeat the same thing after Jiang Hai accepted his love. Mistakes for poor lovers.

Because of love, Yu Sheng hopes to get Jiang Hai's response, and hopes to express his love to his clean eyes every day.

Also because of love, Yu Sheng wanted to bury this "immoral" feeling deep in his heart, so as not to let Jiang Hai suffer any harm for it.

Anxiety, restlessness, confusion, and self-questioning intertwine into sleepless nights. When Jiang Hai's jokes with the new lady on stage in the crew were ignored by the faint lingering voice, the idea of ​​giving up also took shape in his heart. .

Even though the communication between the two in front of them has nothing to do with romance, Yu Sheng still feels that maybe that is the life Jiang Hai should have.

Marry a wife and have children, an ordinary but happy life, a life that can be accepted by the world.

And he is just a troublesome guy who broke into Jiang Hai's peaceful life, not only increased the burden of Jiang Hai's life, but also shamelessly longed to be loved by him.

He should go.

After the filming of this movie is over, I should move to another place. It's time to return the peaceful life to Jiang Hai.Yu Sheng thought about it, and started looking for a suitable place to live by adding a shared rental group in the same city.

He was about to leave Jiang Hai, but he hadn't thought about how to explain it to Jiang Hai. After all, he came in a rampage, so he should be silent when he left, so as not to cause trouble to Jiang Hai.

It might be best to hide it from him, leave quietly, and return life to him quietly.

When Yu Sheng, who was completely different from the past, now began to avoid him again, and the sense of distance between the two became more and more obvious. The anxiety in Jiang Hai's heart gradually turned into a sharp knife. Every time he took a step closer, Yu Sheng would back away two As he walked, the blade would gouge out his heart.

The depression hovering in the hearts of the two thrived in the "zero communication" environment, which was almost a perfect petri dish, and they were both overwhelmed.

But when the balloon is pushed to the critical point by the continuously pressed air, its bang burst will be inevitable.

One day at the end of May, the first quarrel between the two broke out.

That afternoon, a group of people were filming in Duan Weiwei's father's company.

During the shooting interval, Jiang Hai accidentally caught a glimpse of a pop-up message from Yu Sheng's phone screen, a message from the co-rental group in the same city.

The first second he saw this message, Jiang Hai was only surprised. He didn't know why Yu Sheng wanted to join such a group chat, but soon, another private message jumped onto the screen and instantly overwhelmed his Mood pushed to the bottom.

[Brother, didn’t you look for a roommate in the group a few days ago?I'm renting a two-bedroom house now, and I want to find a roommate. I think your conditions are quite suitable. Do you think we can work together? ]

After the labor pain, a little bit of anger appeared again.

This little fool actually wanted to leave his side!And from the information above, it can be seen that he has been planning to "leave" for a long time, but he has never talked about it with himself. Does he still want to stage a "leave without saying goodbye" for himself? ?

An angry Jiang Hai reached out to pick up the mobile phone that was left on the table by Yu Sheng who disappeared, with an extremely stern expression.

Although he knew that it was impolite to unlock his phone when Yu Sheng was not around, and it could even be said that it was an invasion of Yu Sheng's privacy, but after knowing that Yu Sheng wanted to leave without telling him, the string of reason in his mind was broken , he must find out what secrets this little fool has for him!

Although Yu Sheng's cell phone had a lock screen password, Jiang Hai knew that the six digits consisted of the date when the two first met.

Enter one by one, and the screen quickly jumps from the lock screen to the home page.

Now, Jiang Hai only needs to click on that information banner to know everything he wants to know.

However, he hesitated and raised his thumb but failed to put it down.

Because he understands that as long as he clicks in, it will be regarded as bringing invisible harm to Yu Sheng.

Maybe that little fool just didn't have time to tell himself about it...

In the end, Jiang Hai decided to put the phone back where it was, and have a good talk with Yu Sheng after filming at night.

Jiang Hai's decision was correct, at least it was the best choice he could make in this situation, but the correct decision failed to meet the right timing, and the quarrel was still on the verge of breaking out.

When Yu Sheng came back from the bathroom, he found that Jiang Hai was holding his mobile phone, and worried that the matter would be exposed, he snatched the mobile phone back without thinking.Seeing that the phone had been unlocked again, a feeling of being betrayed spread from the bottom of his heart.

"Why are you flipping through my phone!" But he was the one who betrayed first, even though he was reasonable at the moment, he still lacked confidence, so he could only hide the phone behind his back with a domineering appearance.

Did Jiang Hai discover his secret?Yu Sheng was beating a drum in his heart.

"I'm sorry." Jiang Hai's eyes drooped slightly as he spoke.

He had sincerely admitted his mistake because he had no face to face his "recklessness", but unexpectedly he caught a glimpse of Yu Sheng's movement of hiding the phone behind him.

And such a small action set off a storm in Jiang Hai's heart.

Yu Sheng really didn't have the slightest intention to tell him about that matter!

The extinguished anger rekindled again, and the fire was far stronger than before.

In a fit of rage, Jiang Hai's eyes became cold, and he stretched out his hand to pull out Yu Sheng's hidden arm. He gritted his teeth and said, "Where do you want to move alone?"

"It hurts!" Feeling that Jiang Hai's force on his wrist seemed to crush the bones in it, Yu Sheng struggled instinctively, "Let go!" During the struggle, he also realized that his secret had been captured by Jiang Hai. Hai knows.

"Why didn't you tell me you were leaving?" In the past, Jiang Hai was most reluctant to be wronged by Yu Sheng, but this time even though he saw the physiological tears oozing from the corners of Yu Sheng's eyes, the strength in his hands did not decrease by half.

Looking at Jiang Hai's flushed eyes, Yu Sheng was extremely helpless, he couldn't answer that question at all, he couldn't tell Jiang Hai that he loved him.

At this moment, the colic in Yu Sheng's heart was more severe than the pain in his wrist.

He can no longer face Jiang Hai directly, he is about to be swallowed by a tidal wave of suffocation!

"You let me go!"

In order to get away, Yu Sheng put one hand on Jiang Hai's right shoulder, closed his eyes, and pushed with all his strength.

bang——

Opening his eyes amidst the muffled sound, Yu Sheng found that Jiang Hai's back had slammed into the metal frame supporting the toughened glass partition wall in the conference room.

That impact was definitely not light, he could hear it from the sound of Jiang Hai sucking in cold air.

He hurt Jiang Hai!He is a jerk!

Guilt has already replaced all the emotions in Yu Sheng's heart, he can't think about anything now, he just wants to know if Jiang Hai is in pain or not.

Cautiously moving up to Jiang Hai, Yu Sheng stretched out his pinched red hand and tugged at Jiang Hai's clothes, "Brother Hai, I'm sorry, I, I..."

Because Jiang Hai lowered his head, Yu Sheng couldn't see the expression on his face, but Yu Sheng was ready, no matter whether Jiang Hai scolded him or raised his hand to punch him in the face, he would be affected. with.

But nothing he imagined happened. When Jiang Hai raised his head slowly, Yu Sheng didn't see the slightest anger and disgust in his eyes. There was nothing in his eyes, he was just looking at himself. Own.

Obviously he had hurt him just now, but Jiang Hai didn't even have a trace of blame in his eyes.

And it is this kind of eyes that have nothing but you that is the most poignant.

Under this gaze, Yu Sheng's lips moved, "Brother Hai, I, I..."

I like you.

"You two, come outside quickly, and get ready to shoot!"

When Jian Zhifan, who had set up the equipment in another part of the company, opened the door and walked in, Yu Sheng swallowed the unspoken three words again.