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Chapter 83 83 Loving You Is a Secret You Can't Tell

The Spring Festival holiday is coming to an end, Lin Qingyue and Qin Cheng made an appointment to have a party at Yan Ruyu's private restaurant.

The people who came here were all Lin Qingyue's friends, and Yan Ruyu knew them quite well, even though she was so dazzling in the past, she would still keep her low profile when facing these juniors, talking to them about everything.

Today's meeting may be different.

The moment Lin Qingyue and Liu Qingyuan stepped into the room, Yan Ruyu's gaze was fixed on their tightly holding hands.Qin Cheng and the others have been here for a while, and she has always remembered the last time she was hung up on the phone. Now that the opportunity has come, she quickly teased her in front of Liu Qingyuan, and saw Miss Xian'er's blushing face as she wished.

Yan Ruyu had been quietly listening to their conversation, she kept a gentle smile, then got up and went to the kitchen to prepare dinner.I don't know if it's because of too many people, or other reasons.Yan Ruyu moved very slowly tonight, and it was not until more than two hours later that she brought the health-preserving hot pot and several dishes that looked quite refreshing to the table.

She ended up with a bottle of home-brewed plum wine, which was very strong. "It's rare for you to come here, why don't you drink some wine tonight." Opening the wine cork, Yan Ruyu first poured a big bowl for herself.Just about to pick it up and drink it, Lin Qingyue stood up and stopped her: "Senior sister, you never drink, don't be brave." She wanted to take the wine, but this time, Yan Ruyu didn't do what she wanted.

"It's okay, once in a while, it won't be a problem." Yan Ruyu smiled, facing everyone's puzzled eyes, she picked up the wine and drank it down.Somewhat choked, Yan Ruyu sat down slumped, a look of sadness flashed in her eyes.She was still laughing, but maybe only she knew that laughing was no different from crying. "Qingyuan, do you still remember our agreement? You broke your promise."

"Senior sister, I'm sorry." Liu Qingyuan lowered her head, a little embarrassed.Sensing Lin Qingyue's suspicious gaze, she grabbed her hand and said, "Senior Sister once..." Yan Ruyu interrupted her, "Qing Yuan, let me tell you." She lowered her eyes, and her eyes fell on Lin Qingyue and Liu Qing Yuan shook hands: "I once told Qing Yuan that if you are together, you must tell me immediately. But I seem to be the last one to know! That's why I said it, Qing Yuan broke his promise .”

"Senior Sister." Lin Qingyue looked at Yan Ruyu, and swallowed the words again.

Yan Ruyu returned her a relieved smile, and put the prepared mung bean cake in front of her and Liu Qingyuan: "Let's eat, it's rare for you to come here, my small shop is quite lively."

"Hey, Sister Ruyu, we are lucky to be able to taste your handicraft!" Qin Cheng has a sweet mouth and is good at pleasing people.When everyone else was enjoying the delicious food, only she told a few jokes from time to time to enliven the atmosphere of the dinner.

Ye Xuan seldom spoke. During the meal, she chatted with Lin Qingyue about the post-production promotion of "The Luthier", and also said that the film will apply for the Jin Ming Award. "If my estimates are correct, the movie "The Musician" will be the first grand slam after my studio was established. Maybe Xu Lang and Qing Yuan will win the best actor and actress? Although Qing Yuan is a newcomer, But if you can win the Best Actress in one fell swoop, your future will be smooth."

"Let's see again. There are countless artists with outstanding acting skills, and it still depends on luck." Lin Qingyue replied lightly, and then smiled at Liu Qingyuan: "Don't worry too much, just take your time, everything is up to me."

"Yo yo yo, why don't you be so affectionate." Qin Cheng, who likes to join in the fun, began to tease again.

Looking at the smiles on their faces, Yan Ruyu suddenly felt surrounded by loneliness. "I'll go to the bathroom." She was still smiling, never showing any sadness on her face.Lin Qingyue watched her walk into the bathroom, shook her hair and let out a sigh, but finally followed her.

The light in the bathroom was not turned on, Lin Qingyue could only vaguely see where Yan Ruyu was, and wanted to turn on the light, but lost his courage inexplicably. "Senior Sister." She leaned against the bathroom door, "Is there something on your mind?"

"No, I'm just happy to see you and Qing Yuan together." Yan Ruyu hid in the darkness, and finally she didn't have to smile wantonly against her own mood.She tightly grasped the edge of the sink, her eyes sparkled: "As your senior sister, I am very happy to see that you are happy now."

"Don't talk about Senior Sister." Lin Qingyue raised his head slightly, his lips parted, and his breathing became especially heavy. "I don't know what to say, I just hope you can...you can..." The door trembled suddenly, Yan Ruyu hugged her, "Qingyue, you don't need to say anything, I know everything."

"Senior Sister, why did you quit the entertainment circle?" Lin Qingyue stopped in mid-air helplessly, and she closed her eyes, feeling more helpless and regretful: "I have always wanted to know the reason. Tell me, you can Is it?"

Yan Ruyu's eyes flickered slightly, and she subconsciously grabbed Lin Qingyue's clothes, and some memories surged back in an instant.

That was the third time that Yan Ruyu won the Golden Award for Best Actress, and she also won the title of Best Actress three times in a row.After the awards show that day, she went to Qu Shengnan's office.At that time, Qu Shengnan was her manager and concurrently served as her manager.

"I want to quit the entertainment industry." At that time, Yan Ruyu said very directly, even very firmly.

She thought that Qu Shengnan's reaction would be as furious as she expected, but the reality was calmer than imagined. "Have you figured it out?" Qu Shengnan was wearing a black shirt at the time, very casual.She closed the document she had just signed and left her seat.Yan Ruyu remembered that Qu Shengnan even touched her face at that time: "If I guess correctly, you are for Qingyue."

"Yeah." At that time, even though Yan Ruyu knew how to hide her emotions, she was still ashamed to face Qu Shengnan: "I'm sorry, I told her..."

"You know that I didn't bring you out of the orphanage to make you fall in love with my daughter. You can be popular, even so thoroughly, no one else can do it except me. Tell me the reason, for Qingyue The reason for quitting the entertainment industry."

"She was drunk that day, and she said that I was standing too high, and she couldn't touch it at all. So, I want to quit the entertainment circle, stay by her side, and stay where she can see me as long as she turns around slightly." Yan Ruyu She didn't need to tell the truth, but she still chose to confess.Because the other party is his benefactor and also Qingyue's mother.

After hearing Yan Ruyu's words, Qu Shengnan sneered a few times.She has always only sneered, as if mocking the whole world. "Then try it, maybe you will only be unrequited love for the rest of your life. I can agree with you to quit the entertainment circle, but there is one condition. You can't tell Qingyue the real reason for your withdrawal. After all, with her character, once she knows you The sacrifices made for her, heh... being together is too light."

"I'm very strange, you know that I like your daughter, why don't you stop me?"

"Stop?" Qu Shengnan sneered again, and she returned to her seat: "You should know that she has a girlfriend who is dating now. I never liked that girl, she can't pose any threat. And you The same. Of course, if there is a girl who can make me feel wrong, I will stop it at all costs. Kiyoshi must come back, she is the only successor to my career, I allow her to play around outside, but She will return to Dinghui after all. As for you, remember what you promised me today. If you regret it, no matter how long it takes, as long as you are willing, I welcome you at any time."

"Ruyu, if I had known that you would fall in love with my daughter and even quit the entertainment circle for her, I would never have let you know."

That was the last sentence Qu Shengnan said to himself.

Yan Ruyu hugged Lin Qingyue tightly, letting go of her emotions in the dark. "There's no reason, it's just that I'm too capricious." Sensing Lin Qingyue's movements, Yan Ruyu tugged at her clothes: "Don't move, can you let me hug you for a while? Qingyue."

This time, Lin Qingyue hugged Yan Ruyu back. "Senior Sister, I'm sorry." She closed her eyes, a tear fell from the corner of her eyes, just falling on Yan Ruyu's ear.

Yan Ruyu pretended not to know, leaving enough steps for her.She knew the meaning of Lin Qingyue's sorry words, "It's okay." She still smiled, with tears in her smile.

Perhaps, Yan Ruyu should give up this doomed fruitless relationship from the very beginning.But she couldn't do it, she could bear every loneliness alone, the only thing she couldn't bear was losing contact with Lin Qingyue.She would rather they maintain the current relationship like this, she sees her happy, that would be good.

When you love someone, you give your whole soul to her.It doesn't matter if we can be together or not, as long as we can stay by her side all the time, maybe one day, she will be able to see herself when she turns around.

This is probably Yan Ruyu's obsession with love.

"Qingyue, you really have changed a lot." Sticking to Lin Qingyue's arms, Yan Ruyu closed her eyes and listened to her shallow breathing: "When you came here with that girl before, you were always so reserved and very nervous. Don't talk about things other than work. But now, you seem to relax a lot. Qingyuan is a good girl, treat her well."

"Senior sister, maybe everyone has the most difficult and regretful person in her life. I didn't think so before, but now... it is indeed like this." Lin Qingyue tried to adjust her emotions, "Let's go out, here If you stay too long, I'm afraid it will make them think too much." It's not them, but I'm afraid that Liu Qingyuan will think too much.

"You go out first, I'm fine." Yan Ruyu said.

This time, Lin Qingyue did not insist on continuing to accompany her.She gently opened the door and walked out, sat back next to Liu Qingyuan, and firmly held her hand.

"What's wrong, Senior Sister?" Liu Qingyuan noticed Lin Qingyue's abnormality, but didn't ask much.

"It's nothing, I just drank too much and feel a little uncomfortable." She raised her glass and clinked glasses with Qin Cheng and the others one by one: "It's rare to get together, don't disappoint the kindness of senior sister, cheers." Lin Qingyue is so happy and so active interact with friends.Perhaps, only Liu Qingyuan saw it. The tear that remained in the corner of her eye when she was drinking was quietly wiped away without a trace.