Gourmet and actor

Chapter 95 The Story of Deng Zairong

The winter nights are cold. --The statue of the Virgin standing on the top of the church blocks most of the starlight, and the face of the young man sitting on the stone steps is completely hidden in the darkness, only the cigarette in his hand is flickering like stardust.

He was puffing and puffing in the dark, many things seemed to pass through his mind, and he seemed to be emptying out all the time.I don't know how long I sat there, a figure suddenly came over, "Brother, why are you in a daze here? I had someone clean up the church, and the girl I met yesterday sent a message saying that she wanted to treat me to supper, and I will leave immediately .Do you want to come together?"

Deng Zairong held the cigarette between his fingers, and asked without answering, "Where are the others?"

"Brother Han and Xiao Ke went back to the honeymoon suite in the hotel, and everyone else went to watch the night scene. We are the only ones left here—no, there is also Qu Zheng."

Qu Zheng is the temporary priest who just married Han Xilin and Xiao Ke, and also their childhood playmate.Deng Zairong used to think that this was just an ordinary friend whose friendship had faded and who subtly disliked each other's way of life, but because of a certain accident, now he didn't know how to define it.

"Why didn't he go with Uncle Han and the others?"

"He said there is still something to do." Deng Yibo absently replied, and urged again, "Brother, I'm going to be late, are you going or not?"

In a foreign country, what can Qu Zheng do?I guess I still have something to say to myself.

Thinking of this, Deng Zairong said: "It's rare that a girl asks you out not because of money, go ahead and continue to show off your charm."

"Hey, then I'll go first." Deng Yibo laughed complacently, and walked down the mountain humming a song in a wild way.

After a short period of excitement, the church was completely quiet.After Deng Zairong finished smoking the cigarette in his hand, he just got up when he realized that Qu Zheng had already stood behind him at some point, with a vague look of inquiry on Wen Wen's face.

Seeing this, Deng Zairong simply sat back again, brushed his slightly curled forehead hair, and said lazily: "Don't worry, although Xilin invited you to the wedding, he didn't know what happened that night. In his eyes Here, you are still the self-sacrificing five-good young man, the moral model of people like me. Now that there is no one, let's open the skylight to speak honestly and have a good talk."

Walking a few steps closer, Qu Zheng looked down at the young man who was as handsome as a marble statue, and there was tension in his voice that only he knew, "I'm sorry that night, but—"

Deng Zairong thought he would preach after he apologized, so he interrupted him directly, "Actually, it's nothing to put it bluntly. You went back to China and did a closed project for two months. It's been too long, and I also need it. ** Let's solve each other That's all. Anyway, no one knows about it, so just pretend it never happened."

When it comes to needs, Deng Zairong laughed at himself inwardly.

In fact, what he wanted that night was not physical pleasure, but another person's warmth and hug, so that he could forget the emptiness in his heart.

Thinking of that night, many old things inevitably came one after another.

Last year because of Deng Yibo's oolong, Chen Shangxing contacted him for the first time after breaking up.On the day when Xiao Ke's first store opened, with some inexplicable expectations, he promised his younger brother to come and join him.

He knew that Chen Shangxing would also be there, but he didn't expect that there was a newcomer beside him at this time.As a former lover, Deng Zairong knew that Chen Shangxing was completely in love with just one glance.

Chen Shangxing was his first love, back then he thought they were a match made in heaven.But after breaking with his parents and starting to live together, he gradually realized that there are many problems in the world that love cannot solve.

He was raised as a business successor since he was a child, and before he knew it, Deng Zairong had turned business from a task into a hobby.Coupled with limited savings on hand, there is no sense of security.Not long after living together, he spotted a business opportunity and established a company.

Chen Shangxing supported him at first, but as the company gradually grew, it was inevitable that he would devote more and more time and energy to it.Sometimes he didn't go home for two or three days because of entertainment, Chen Shangxing gradually became dissatisfied with this, and asked him to end the business several times.

At that time, Chen Shangxing was already well-known, and his salary was considerable, which was more than enough to maintain the lives of the two of them.I think Deng Zairong doesn't need to be busy with any business anymore, just be a full-time boyfriend and rely on him to support him.

Deng Zairong, who has a strong personality, naturally couldn't accept this kind of proposal to eat soft food.After a few quarrels with Chen Shangxing, who was equally male chauvinistic, he finally reached a consensus and agreed to make a compromise: he would reduce the size of the company, and the other party would no longer mention the full-time job.

But maybe the words used in the quarrel were too fierce and hurtful, or maybe the two of them were too young and aggressive back then, and didn't know how to tolerate.They mistakenly regard retreat as a loss, and persuasion as conquest. No one is willing to bow their heads and give in first. They all hold back their breath and want to reform the other party and let the other party recognize their own ideas.

The result of the secret rivalry is that the agreed concession is tantamount to rescinding the contract.The two still went their own way, the atmosphere between each other became more and more tense, and the number of quarrels became more and more frequent.Later, even the bed became a battlefield.

When he just realized that he likes men, in all of Deng Zairong's erotic dreams, he took the initiative to make the bed partner in his dreams comfortable.After being with Chen Shangxing, because the other party refused, he gave in and became No. 0.This is of course nothing when the relationship is strong, but after the friction, Deng Zairong, who was suffocated, could not help complaining.Every time the two are intimate, they have to argue, which makes it full of gunpowder.

One of them keeps making film appointments, the other is busy with business, and they don't have much time to meet each other, but when they get together, they spend most of their energy arguing.The double emotional and physical cracks exhausted each other.Finally, on the day the Deng family and his wife approached Deng Zairong and expressed their willingness to accept their son's orientation, Chen Shangxing proposed to break up.

Returning to his residence with the joy of being recognized by his parents, Deng Zairong originally wanted to share the good news with his lover and take this opportunity to repair their relationship.Unexpectedly, Chen Shangxing, who spoke first, actually said about breaking up.

Deng Zairong still remembers that he was terribly calm at that time, and even calmly went to a restaurant he frequented with Chen Shangxing to have a break-up meal, and then went home to pack his luggage.

In those two years, they would argue every time they met, and they always broke up in the end.On the contrary, on the day of breaking up, they were very personable, even a bit plain and warm.If that day is not the breakup day, they will definitely be the most perfect model couple.

Maybe they both have some regrets in each other's hearts, but they finally separated.

No redemption, no tears, no disputes, no insomnia, no unwillingness.The mood is as calm as stagnant water, as if the past three years of dating were all a joke.It was as if the deceived emperor finally found out that he was not wearing new clothes, so he had to try his best to play it down in embarrassment and helplessness, never mentioning it, wishing it had never happened.

In order to prevent his parents' decision to be shaken again because of not having a boyfriend, and try to change his orientation, Deng Zairong decided to bring a man home.

In the second month after the breakup, and the day before he went home, he caught a model who was in urgent need of money under the help of a friend.When he stuffed the large roll of banknotes into the opponent's skinny jeans, the boy's handsome and masculine face suddenly showed a surprised and honest smile, "Thank you Brother Deng, I will definitely not cause you any trouble in the future."

The little boy does what he says and is very dedicated.Every time Deng Zairong waved to him, he would always fulfill all the requirements of the donor with due diligence.When it is not needed, it is as quiet as a drought-resistant potted plant, without even bothering to water it.

This meekness is exactly what Deng Zairong and Chen Shangxing tried their best to get from each other.

What they had been arguing about for two full years had now been achieved for a small amount of money.Deng Zairong, who was originally just an emergency in the world, couldn't help being fascinated by this model, but he got tired of it just as quickly.During that time, he changed canaries more frequently than his younger brother.

But it didn't take long before he gradually realized that he couldn't get anything more than obedience.For example, the natural kiss and caress afterwards, such as the smile and joy of suddenly thinking of someone every day.Those smart and beautiful boys can use countless superb skills to make him happy, but they can't bring him even half of the comfort when they are not having fun.

There are gains and losses.

Deng Zairong felt that he had nothing to complain about, so he stopped changing his bed partner in a low mood.Friends of wine and meat noticed it and teased him whether he was unable to do what he wanted. He said that it was because his sage time was a little longer than others.This remark caused a roar of laughter, and no one knew he was serious.

One day, after seeing the report about Chen Shangxing in the news again, and hearing the host say in a joking tone that he is an insulator of scandals in the entertainment industry, Deng Zairong couldn't help but quietly put his photo in his wallet.

After two years, he finally began to regret why he didn't try to redeem it.Occasionally, I even wonder if it is possible for them to start over.

Deng Zairong did not expect the opportunity to come so quickly, and Chen Shangxing would contact him on his own initiative.Although at first he shot Xiao Ke because of a misunderstanding, and gave gifts to others in a big way to show his favor, and choked him a few words in a bad tone.But later the misunderstanding was cleared up, and the two chatted quite harmoniously for a while.

This made Deng Zairong once think that there is still a possibility for them to get back together.He even sent away the boy who had been with him the longest.

It wasn't until that day when he saw Chen Shangxing being so courteous to a young man in the Imperial Dining Palace that he realized that everything was just wishful thinking.

It's not because Chen Shangxing already has another love, but because when he saw this scene, his heart was calm, and he was calmer than when they broke up.

It turned out that his obsession was all because of his unsatisfactory emotions.

Realizing this, Deng Zairong felt ashamed.He scolded his brother indiscriminately as if venting his anger, and he left the restaurant as if fleeing, and rushed to the bar he frequented to drink away his worries, but found that when he was so worried, he couldn't even drink alcohol.

He lingered in the bar from the afternoon until late at night, but he never finished drinking the red wine in front of him.The darker the night, the stronger the loneliness.He couldn't help calling his separated lover, asking him to come over immediately.Before the words were finished, Qu Zheng came uninvited and sat down at the booth next to him.

On the Dragon Boat Festival more than two months ago, Qu Zheng returned to China to do a closed project, and by the way, he had a small gathering with a few childhood friends.That day Deng Zairong only said two words to him from the beginning to the end, namely "hello" and "goodbye", and there was no contact after that.

Deng Zairong was a little surprised by his sudden appearance, but he didn't want to study it carefully, and didn't want to waste time on being polite.

He was even going to change seats directly, and just stood up, but he heard Qu Zheng say: "There is no need to find other people, I can accompany you."

He thought that this well-behaved young man had misunderstood the meaning of companionship, so he said a few words on purpose.Stream of mean words.But Qu Zheng didn't get angry after hearing this, instead he put his hand on his thigh.leg.

Deng Zairong thought that Qu Zheng was bluffing, so he smiled sarcastically and raised his chin, as if waiting for a kiss.Unexpectedly, Qu Zheng actually took the initiative to kiss, and it wasn't an instant kiss, it was a real deep kiss.Hooked and glued, his hands were still under him.Constantly groping around, his desire was instantly aroused.see.

Distraught and overwhelmed with shock, Deng Zairong could no longer remember any more details about that night.I only remember that the two went to a nearby hotel and entangled frantically and fiercely all night.Qu Zheng is like a first-time brother who has just learned about lust, aggressively and tirelessly demanding him.Early the next morning, Deng Zairong, who hadn't slept all night, left the hotel with his almost numb waist, and at the same time blocked all of Qu Zheng's contact information.

After that, Qu Zheng went to the company to look for him several times, but he avoided seeing him.Not long after, I heard that the other party's project was over and I was going to go back.It happened that on the day Qu Zheng left, Deng Zairong made a special trip to G City and chatted with Chen Shangxing for a long time, completely letting go of his previous feelings.

Deng Zairong originally thought that the accident that night would gradually fade away as the two of them had no more contact with each other, but Han Xilin unexpectedly invited Qu Zheng to be a witness at the wedding.Was he deceived by this guy's seemingly gentle and harmless appearance?If it wasn't for that night, he would never have imagined that Qu Zheng, who looks gentle and gentle, is actually more barbaric than a young man with a bloody heart.However, this matter is over, and he will not mention it to anyone.

Thinking of this, Deng Zairong repeated, "Nothing happened that night."

After all, he just wanted to get up, but Qu Zheng held his shoulders from behind.

Qu Zheng was very strong, otherwise Deng Zairong, who was experienced that night, would not have been restrained by him, causing a beginner to toss several times.Feeling the opponent's breath on his neck, Deng Zairong, who was unable to move, changed slightly, "What do you want to do?"

"Don't be nervous, I just want to tell you that I plan to pursue you."

Qu Zheng's words stunned Deng Zairong for a moment.It took a long time before he recovered his voice, "Are you kidding me!"

Qu Zheng said softly: "It's not a joke. I liked you since I was a child, but I didn't understand it at the time. When I knew that the same sex can also fall in love, I thought you wouldn't like men. Until Xilin told me that you lived with an actor, I I just realized that I missed it again. I can't be a third party, so I have no choice but to stop asking about your news. Unexpectedly, when I returned to China, I found out that you had broken up a long time ago, and you are like an old man, taking care of many young people. people."

It turned out that he was indifferent to himself before, and only contacted Han Xilin, because he was afraid of knowing his current situation and being sad?

Deng Zairong didn't know how to answer the question for a while, so he asked casually, "So, your appearance at the bar that day was premeditated?"

Qu Zheng admitted frankly, "Yes. After knowing that you are still single, I have been thinking about how to pursue you. I just wanted to comfort you that night, but then something happened...you refused to see me, I know you need After a buffer period, I will go back to work first. However, I want to pursue your decision and it will not change because of this."

Deng Zairong finally organized his words, "Then I advise you to give up as soon as possible. From appearance to skills, you are not my type."

His explicitness made Qu Zheng feel a little uncomfortable, "I can practice more on techniques, but on appearance—maybe you'll be pleasing to your eyes if you look at it more?"

"Impossible. I—"

Deng Zairong wanted to list the reasons again, but a clergyman walked over from the side and reminded: "Gentlemen, the time for open visits has passed."

The content of the conversation just now is really not enough for outsiders.The two of them were taken aback at first, and then Jier breathed a sigh of relief when he remembered that they were all in Chinese.

Although Deng Zairong was very relaxed,

The author has something to say: but he is ashamed to criticize the suitor in front of outsiders.While Qu Zheng let go, he got up and walked down.Qu Zheng said goodbye to the person who came, walked a few steps quickly, and followed behind him.

At this time, the moon happened to pass over the statue of the Virgin Mary, and the long shadows drawn by the two under the dim light gradually converged.Ups and downs on the stone steps, gradually drifting away with consistent steps.

Several years later, Qu Zheng, who also started preparing for the wedding, proposed to hold the ceremony in Lyon.

"Why?" Deng Zairong asked puzzled.

Qu Zheng checked the official itinerary of the two of them, looking for overlapping free time, and said, "The pastor there once helped me."