Chapter 95
Chapter 95
In the underground parking garage of FL, Wang Tao is leaning in front of a black business car. While waiting for someone, she hastened to complete the tasks assigned by someone on the way. Analyzing from an objective point of view, since someone took over the filming of a love variety show, she and someone The relationship between people is advancing by leaps and bounds, the new boss misses the old love, and she happens to be a master who repays her kindness, so even if this task has nothing to do with her essential work, she still has no complaints and even supports someone in particular .
The message on the mobile phone was finally fixed on the coquettish emoji sent by the other party. She bent her lips and smiled. Maybe, she used the pretext of work to satisfy her own selfishness a little shamefully?
But it was nothing, after all, no one would go into what she was thinking. As for someone, he teased her about her selfishness last time.
As soon as he thought of this, the voice-activated light in the elevator hall suddenly turned on, followed by the sound of dense footsteps. Wang Tao reflexively looked up and saw a white-collar man in a suit and leather shoes sending someone with a slumped face to him. At the exit, someone came out in a daze.
Lin Meng's long legs were striding fast. After Wang Tao sent the last message, the kung fu man with the mobile phone had already arrived. Feeling the low pressure on the other party's face, Wang Tao didn't ask anything, and helped him pull away. Rear doors.
The atmosphere in the car was a little stiff, the people in the back row remained silent, and the people in the driver's seat were as quiet as a chicken.
Turning on the ignition, moving his foot from the brake to the accelerator, Wang Tao turned the steering wheel and drove away from the FL underground parking garage. The people in the back row finally opened their mouths and recovered the lost voice.
"How's it going over there?"
She asked about Li Qingzhu's side, and Wang Taoxin understood, "Friends from the media can't get in, and people can't get out if they stay in the studio."
Through the rearview mirror, Wang Tao saw Lin Meng nodded.
This is expected. The place Song Xiaoxiao chose is both hidden and has a certain security system. If it is not deliberately operated, no one except Lin Meng's mother can find out the exact location of Li Qingzhu at this juncture. , and revealed it to the media, Lin Meng stared at the front with a blank expression, thinking to himself.
"Well, did the other exits that I asked you to help check have any results?"
"Check it out." Wang Tao said, "There are three safety exits in the office building of Mr. Li's studio."
When the car entered the barrier, she glanced at the toll office after speaking, and was about to brake. She scanned the QR code on WeChat to pay the parking fee, but the electronic eyes recognized the license plate number, and the crossbar in front of her raised her eyebrows.
Lin Meng in the back row saw her slight expression, and was not surprised by this situation. Since Lin Meng took the initiative to find the door, Lin Meng did not plan to avoid Lin's mother anymore. This new car was given to Wang Tao when she was still in Y City. Although it is under Wang Tao's name, it will be her car to travel around the capital in the future, so it will be exposed sooner or later, so there is no need to hide it.
She just continued the topic just now in a flat tone: "Choose a suitable safe exit, and let's pick up my sister home."
Wang Tao accelerated through the barrier, and the car completely left the FL building.
She was prescient, "I've already chosen."
Lin Meng understood: "Tell me."
"There are three safety exits in that building, two of which are facing the main street. Since the media has received rumors that they are going to block Mr. Li, there must be people guarding these two exits, so um, let's go to the main street. The one in the alley."
"Is there no one on that one? You know the patience of the media. You can go without sleep for three days and three nights." Lin Meng focused on his worries in a few words.
Regarding this point, Wang Tao has already made up his mind, and his hands did not leave the steering wheel, but the words he said seemed to be patted on his chest.
"Don't worry! The other exit was originally a fire exit, but it was abandoned when it failed the inspection. It has been locked all year round and no one noticed it, but it can still be used. In addition, the alley outside is very narrow, so no one will go there."
"Let Song Xiaoxiao confirm with the property?" At this time, Lin Meng had to consider every corner and corner to keep Li Qingzhu safe.
"Well, it's been confirmed that the door can be opened. Let them wait there. We'll pick it up in half an hour." Seeing that Lin Meng was already thinking about talking to her, Wang Tao changed the subject: "What about you?" Where? Solved it?"
Speaking of this, Lin Mengfang returned to the office with the thought of rushing to pick up the person, feeling uncomfortable in every possible way, and her eyes dimmed. She sighed helplessly: "Forget it, I told my mother about it. Clear."
"That's good. After all, there is a generation gap. It's one thing whether you can tell auntie or not. At least you said it." Wang Tao tried her best to comfort her, but she also knew that Lin Meng didn't want to recognize that mother for five years. Is there more than just a generation gap between mother and daughter?That has become a chasm.
It's easy, it can't be resolved, and it can't change anything.
Some parents will always stand on a high ground, thinking that they have arranged the easiest way for their children, and they will not listen to a few words in the name of love. Besides, apart from preventing Lin Meng and Li Qingzhu from falling in love, that He had parted ways with Lin Meng's father and daughter long ago.
Wang Tao knew that no one else could help him in this kind of situation, so after persuading Lin Meng, he fell silent again, so he kept quiet, and could only wait for the other party to digest it slowly, and instead used his energy on changing lanes and overtaking, She is skilled at driving, so the car drives steadily and fast, and it may take less than half an hour to get there.
There was constant traffic on both sides of the street, and the well-arranged street scene was receding at an accelerated pace. Lin Meng didn't open the window, but looked out through a layer of glass pasted with sunshade film, still feeling that the sun was too good today.
When people stay in an environment that they think is comfortable, they will boldly start to relax their tense nerves. All the speculations, doubts, and overthinking for a long time have been fully explained today. Her sight As the speed of the car is forced to pass through the busy traffic and the scorching sun, and as the truth is revealed, it suddenly becomes vivid like waking up from a big dream.
So during the interval when the cloud covered the sun, her memory could not help but ride on that cloud, gently drifting back to a few years ago.
It was still a sunny and well-cut afternoon, ushering in the first complete transformation in his life. Lin Meng, who was going through the differentiation period, managed to open his eyes, and saw the scorching light penetrating through the finely divided ginkgo leaves, brushing against the girl's soft skin. The figure is mottled and gentle.
Li Qingzhu supported his head with one hand, leaning against the bed and dozing off, his slender eyelashes were almost transparent in the light, while the other hand was holding Lin Meng's hand tightly.
Because of the growing pain, her palms were covered with sweat, Li Qingzhu didn't care, as if she was afraid that she would disappear if she let go, so she held on tightly.
After lying on her side in the same position for a long time, her limbs were sore and numb. She carefully tried to turn around and lie down on her back, but a slight movement still woke up the person guarding her in front of the bed.
"Are you awake?! Is it uncomfortable? Do you want to tell me right away if you feel uncomfortable?"
Li Qingzhu sleeps very lightly, even when she is very sleepy, she wakes up very quickly, and any sound next to her can disturb her, and she spent her childhood in fear, so even though she has been in this house for five years, she still has nothing to do. Having completely found a sense of security, Lin Meng knew this, so he loved her even more and wanted to take good care of her.
"How long has my sister guarded me? Don't guard me, come up and sleep for a while."
All night long before, her parents and Li Qingzhu were with her in the hospital. After she was discharged home at dawn, her parents were too old to survive, and Li Qingzhu insisted on staying by her side until now.
But this person seemed to not know what tiredness is, not only stubbornly unwilling to rest, but also constantly comforting her.
"I'm fine. Are you in pain? Just bear with it, the doctor said you'll be fine after a few days."
The process of differentiation from a Beta girl to a female Alpha is extremely cruel. All the glands in the half of the body bloom and bear fruit like tearing the bone marrow, and then scrape off the muscles and swim from the abdomen to the atrium. The vertical sac enters the mouth and is close to the canine teeth, and the other two arms are divided into two ways to go to the arms and insert into the nail gap.
Whether it is the gap between the nails or the vicinity of the canine teeth, it is a place where the skin is weak and the nerves are densely packed.
Even Lin Meng, who usually does not feel much pain from bumps and bumps, was so painful during the differentiation period that he suspected that he was drowsy and had a low-grade fever, and fell asleep in a daze, woke up and fell asleep again.
When she was unconscious, she heard Li Qingzhu tirelessly comforting her and saying something to make her happy.
Li Qingzhu said, it won't hurt anymore, and our little Ameng will grow up after getting through it, and will have a stronger body, the most beautiful face, a smarter mind, and a fuller voice than now.
Lin Meng was not willing to listen to such remarks like coaxing a child.
She is already differentiated, why do you still treat her like a child?
The pain on her body was clear. She bit her lips that had lost their color and turned pale due to the severe pain caused by differentiation. It's not what you want."
"Ah?" The person who patted his face to cheer himself up obviously didn't understand.
So Lin Meng added, "I have other things I want."
Li Qingzhu gently stroked her forehead like this, "Anything else you want? What does Ameng want?"
Although he mistook his line of sight, he still had a strong intuition because he was too familiar——
The man was smiling again.
It seems to be more angry.
This time Lin Meng didn't say anything more, and turned his back to Li Qingzhu even more awkwardly, trying to make him stop guarding and rest for a while in an indifferent way.
As for what she wants, she wants to say it when she is ready, and she doesn't want to say it when she is most embarrassed, so that if the answer she gets is what she expects, she will suspect that the other party is out of sympathy. Contrary to what she expected, she would feel that she was about to become a fool in pain, so people were unwilling to say things against her will, even if it was to coax her.
Li Qingzhu didn't bother to question her. A meek person is not good at forcing people to break through the casserole and ask the end. Obviously, apart from being patient, this person is also occasionally very persistent when facing her.
In the next few days, Li Qingzhu fetched cool well water time and time again, twisted a towel to help the girl lying on the bed wipe, wiped the sweaty forehead, and wiped the red arms and neck.
Occasionally, inadvertently, when Li Qingzhu's mellow and cool fingertips accidentally touched her skin, Lin Meng was in a daze for a while, and the pain of differentiation was temporarily lost, only trembling full of heart, and then he felt the deepest and softest feeling in his heart without authorization. Gritting her teeth, she greedily imagined some more intimate behaviors. That was her little secret, and those who took care of her patiently would never know it.
In fact, until this day, Lin Meng has been lying on her bed, holding her arm, hugging and falling asleep many times, but still feels that it is not close enough, and longs to be closer. People are greedy, and greedy people are all they envy. .
Lin Meng opened his eyes to peep at her, and she just caught that unsightly behavior, and said softly: "Are you awake? When you wake up, tell me what you want, okay? "
Then came Baiju Chunshui's wanton and extravagant smile, the kind that would be intoxicating.
Ever since she came to Lin Meng's house, this elder sister has been like a fairy. She lives cautiously, but she can always wear a patient smile on her face. It changes every day and has never changed. That A beautiful smile reminds me of the flowers that bloom in spring, the butterflies that fly in summer, the breeze that blows in autumn, and the warm blanket in winter.
Lin Meng, who was suffering in bed, didn't know when he began to miss her. He only remembered her smile as she walked through her family's short stories, and her love secretly sprouted. When she saw Li Qingzhu's face by chance, she no longer felt only warm. , but the heart is beating, and the time of awakening has reached youth, and the four seasons pass by quietly.
What about budding beginnings?
It was probably the first time she appeared at her house, and she cherished the egg fried rice foolishly but persistently, or it was the way they went to school together, she took off her school uniform and put it on top of Lin Meng's head to keep it out of the rain, maybe It was Lin Meng who pressed the black and white button, and she happened to dance lightly in the yard...
Lin Meng couldn't figure it out, and guessed that maybe she was hiding alone. She cried, was afraid of the dark night, saw the envy in Lin Meng's eyes when she was with her parents, and looked at the setting sun and sunset when she was alone. in a daze...
She has no family.
She wants to be part of her family.
She didn't rely on it.
She wants to be her reliance.
A few days later, she finally passed the differentiation period. Li Qingzhu heaved a sigh of relief. After her tense nerves relaxed, she returned to her room and began to sleep soundly.
Lin Meng couldn't bear to disturb her to rest. After taking a bath and eating, he opened the drawer and took out a glass jar. Inside the jar were the stars she folded. Each star had the words "I like you" inside.
She has liked Li Qingzhu for a long time. The girl's heart is hidden very deep. She is afraid of being discovered by others after it sprouts quietly.
The moonlight was bright that night, the gauze curtain was flapped by the breeze, rosemary seemed to be absent, mixed with other scents floating in the air, Li Qingzhu woke up hungry in the middle of the night, and Lin Meng had already made fried rice with eggs.
She squatted beside the bed and waited for a long time, so when she stood up holding the bowl of rice, her legs were numb, and her whole body shook uncontrollably.
Although Li Qingzhu just woke up, he quickly reached out to hold her waist.
Lin Meng grinned and smiled foolishly: "Is my sister hungry? Let's eat first."
She resisted the itching and discomfort on her legs, and carefully held the bowl in front of Li Qingzhu.
Li Qingzhu got out of bed, and sat at the desk with a bowl to eat. She took small mouthfuls of it and spooned it into her mouth. She couldn't eat quickly, but maybe she was really hungry. In the end, there was nothing left in the bowl of fried rice with eggs.
Seeing that the other party finished all the egg fried rice he made, Lin Meng smiled more happily, and his whole heart was tightly wrapped in satisfaction.
"Auntie didn't make this, right?" Li Qingzhu put down the bowl and looked back at her, "You guarded me in the middle of the night, and you made it for me yourself?"
Lin Meng didn't say yes or no, but stretched out the other hand behind his back.
The glass jar was stuffed into Li Qingzhu's hands, and the girl on the opposite side who had just differentiated into an Alpha blushed and was really shy under the moonlight, but she mustered up her courage: "I have something I want."
"Huh?" Li Qingzhu tilted her head slightly, looked at that face with some confusion, and then looked down at the glass jar in her hand, which contained many stars made of colored paper. Something was rampaging in her heart stand up.
That was Lin Meng's intention.
"I, I said I have what I want."
Although I prepared for a long time, I also thought about how to speak many times.
However, when it came time to confess, she was still so nervous that she wanted to go crazy, and she didn't even realize that she was stuttering a little. She lowered her head and stood upright, not even knowing where to place her hands and feet. where.
She heard Li Qingzhu laugh softly in relief, "What does Ah Meng want?"
what do you want.
I want you.
Lin Meng suddenly raised his eyes, took a step forward, bent down and put his hands on Li Qingzhu's shoulders, she always looked at herself with such calm eyes, Lin Meng only saw her when he got close to her There was a slight change in his expression, did he feel uncomfortable because he was too close?
But such a short distance is not enough for Lin Meng.
She wants to be closer.
Only by getting closer can you see the person in front of you more clearly, and also allow the other party to see your sincerity more carefully.
But when Lin Meng's upper body leaned forward again, so close that the breath of both of them could spill on each other's face, the person opposite suddenly relaxed, and repeated what he said just now.
"Usually you are so courageous, why don't you even dare to say what you want now?" Li Qingzhu's brows and eyes were smiling, and she spoke calmly as a joke, as if she wanted to break the embarrassment of being close.
Lin Meng's tense nerves did not relax because of this, on the contrary, he became even more tense. He just stared at Li Qingzhu with wide eyes like that, and kept watching without answering a word.
Li Qingzhu sighed, stretched out a hand and rubbed the bangs on Lin Meng's forehead habitually, "It's fine if you don't want to say it, I'll go wash the dishes."
As she said that she was about to stand up, Lin Meng became a little anxious when he saw this, and pressed her shoulders tightly with both hands to stop her.
"me……"
"Ok?"
"Sister." She called out softly, her eyes never moved away from Li Qingzhu, as if she was firmly stuck, although the 19-year-old Li Qingzhu has not yet differentiated, but even if she is an ordinary Beta, in Lin Meng's eyes , she is still too beautiful, just looking at it like this can make people feel elated.
The chest was very hot and the heart was very hot. Lin Meng followed her eyebrows and saw her small bridge of nose, and finally stopped on those thin lips. Li Qingzhu's lip lines were very light. Although the lips were extremely thin, they were pink. Tender and plump, Lin Meng subconsciously licked her dry lips just by sweeping her facial features like this, and even swallowed dryly in her throat unconsciously.
Lin Meng was destined to become an Alpha. Ever since she saw Li Qingzhu when she was ten years old, a strong desire for protection had grown in her heart. As the years accumulated, by the time she realized it, she would have already died because of sleeping on her arm. Irregular breathing and irregular heartbeat.
The smell of rosemary in the room was getting heavier and heavier, her mind was dazed, and the thoughts in her heart burst out uncontrollably.
She wanted to hug this person, to get closer, to kiss.
She has fantasized about it countless times, and secretly thought about it when Li Qingzhu was sleeping late at night, but she has never dared to put it into action. She is afraid that her heavy thoughts will be underestimated if revealed at an inappropriate age. The young girl swears to herself that she still jumps for joy after knowing that she is tempted. She is very serious and persistent in dealing with her feelings.
Even if she wanted to kiss this person again at that time, she endured it until after the split.
Now she finally took a step forward, this step is extremely important to her, the more quietly buried thoughts unfolded, all rushed into her mind, that thought kept urging her, go kiss her, go kiss her.
But after all, I have only reached puberty now!
The newly differentiated Alpha was silent for a while, nervous to the point where her nerves were tense, her brain was confused, and her limbs began to go numb. She didn't make such a bold move, and the girl's mind was still a little green.
Li Qingzhu saw that she didn't speak for a long time, but just stared at him. He seemed shy for a moment, and shrank his neck back. Although this movement was small, Lin Meng looked at her with all his attention, so he naturally noticed it.
She smiled brightly, tilting her head back a little.
Give up a little space, so as not to cause Li Qingzhu discomfort.
After finding a suitable distance, the knuckles of Lin Meng's hand on her shoulder were slightly curled, and the moonlight cast a pale white.
"I want you." She said calmly in one go.
"Ah?" Li Qingzhu was obviously taken aback.
Lin Meng still stared at her, meeting her doubtful eyes, "I want my sister!"
It is stubborn, it is desperate, it is vowed not to look back.
The meaning of this sentence is already obvious, even though Lin Meng did not rashly put her thoughts into practice, she also said what she wanted to say.
Li Qingzhu rarely panicked, and avoided her eyes helplessly, then retracted his chin, and lowered it so that Lin Meng could see her forehead.
"What are you talking about..." She seemed to be in a tangle, with her hands folded between her knees, her fingers stirring back and forth uneasily.
Lin Meng looked down and saw this action, and then she smiled.
"I mean, what I want is you, sister, I like you, I've always liked you."
The movements of Lin Meng's hands tightened unnaturally, and he trembled and forced himself to relax, fearing that his skinny shoulders would be crushed and painful.After she finished speaking in one breath, she relaxed for a long time, and she finally spoke out, expressing what was in her heart without concealing it.
She raised her head and saw that Li Qingzhu closed his eyes at some point, his delicate eyebrows were slightly frowned, his slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and his whole body was trembling slightly.
Are you angry?Still scared?
Lin Meng tilted her head and thought, whether to advance or retreat for a while, anyway, she has already said that no matter what, she wants a result, so that there will be no regrets or regrets.
After thinking about it, she said again: "Li Qingzhu, I like you."
"..." Li Qingzhu didn't know what he was thinking, and kept his eyes closed, neither speaking nor moving.
At this time, the more people who can't get the answer, the more anxious they are.
"What about you?" The anxious person became more courageous.
At the same time as she asked urgently, she also stretched out her hand to hold Li Qingzhu's face.
The temperature of the palm was too high, but when she touched it, because Li Qingzhu was also blushing and shy, she didn't notice anything, and she was only thinking about how Li Qingzhu would answer her.
Sitting with his back to the window in the desk, the moonlight was coming against Li Qingzhu, and as soon as he lowered his head to hide in the deeper darkness, Lin Meng couldn't see her expression so clearly.
I don't know how long I waited, it's been a blink of an eye.
She heard Li Qingzhu say to her in a timid and small voice that she had never had before: "I, I am three years older than you, I, I have not yet differentiated, I am still your sister..."
A total of three reasons were found, and Lin Meng counted her fingers in her heart. After a while, she turned her face back into the light and shadow, and stared carefully at the eyes that Li Qingzhu wanted to avoid.
"That's not true. You and I are not related by blood, and you are not on my household registration book. I don't think you are older than me!"
Li Qingzhu blinked, his eyes were a little dull.
Lin Meng was so happy that he couldn't find Bei, and colorful fireworks burst out from the bottom of his heart. Looking at the somewhat dull face, he was very excited, because Li Qingzhu said three reasons, and none of the three reasons was Said he didn't like her!
"As for differentiation or not, it doesn't conflict with whether you want to be with me or not!"
Yes, who stipulated that people who are not differentiated cannot fall in love?
So from that day on, Lin Meng acquiesced that Li Qingzhu agreed to be with her, and acquiesced that Li Qingzhu also liked her. The girl who grew up in an orphanage and managed to have a family has always been tough, so her feelings are more apparent. Be cautious and appear more timid, and she can understand her timidity.
That is to say, from that day on, she confessed her love with all her heart, she devoted all her love to Li Qingzhu, she didn't allow Li Qingzhu to retreat, and she didn't allow Li Qingzhu to hide.
She quickly discarded her youthful innocence and childishness, and indulged in Li Qingzhu with joy.
She has been clinging to Li Qingzhu for a long time, and later Li Qingzhu really followed her, and even said some love words to win her favor. From the beginning when she was too angry because of the kiss, to later she silently accepted what she gave. All warm.
In fact, she never got a straightforward "I like you" from Li Qingzhu's mouth when she was a girl, and as their days together moved forward, she became more and more addicted to Li Qingzhu's tenderness.
As for the reasons Li Qingzhu said, she didn't pay attention to them at all, so whenever the two of them finished having sex and Li Qingzhu was distressed because she couldn't smell her pheromones, even if she couldn't get Omega pheromones to soothe her glands, Despite the discomfort, she endured her irritability and comforted him over and over again.
Lin Meng has always been not ashamed of the theory of physiology. Whether it is the AO pheromone mechanism or the so-called iron law of nature, even if the whole world is placed in front of her, she only recognizes the person in front of her.
When did she really think about it?
I thought that if I was willing to fight against the world for this person, I would still lose to differentiation in the end.
And her love has finally become the opposite, unilaterally becoming a burden, accumulating, stirring the evil results of differentiation, and successfully turning into the last straw that crushed the camel's camel.
That's why Li Qingzhu retreated so resolutely and left without hesitation.
It was not easy for someone to have a family, and someone to rely on, but in the end, God made such a big joke. At that time, Li Qingzhu left her to go abroad, and he really had nothing.
It was she who gave Li Qingzhu infinite hope. She had said countless times, "Whether you are divided or not, I will be with you." No matter how beautiful the dream was, it was finally broken.
It will be broken not because Li Qingzhu gave up on her, but because Li Qingzhu wants to protect her!
Lin's mother is right in saying something, knowing that there is no result together, and it may still be the other party, how could Li Qingzhu continue to stay by her side?
What's the difference between that and going to die?
In order to protect her, Li Qingzhu willingly crushed his dream with his own hands.
How desperate and painful should Li Qingzhu be at that time?
She got it, she got it all.
After realizing it, her whole heart was immediately covered by deep guilt. For her at this moment, regretting Qingchangzi couldn't be a more appropriate description of her mood.
Wang Tao parked the car at the intersection, bowed her waist and carefully observed the surrounding environment. After confirming that the surroundings were safe, she turned her head to look at the back row.
Lin Meng had been crying silently for a long time, her face was wet with tears, and occasionally she would swallow softly once or twice, which was covered by the sound of the engine, so Wang Tao never noticed it, knowing that she was thinking about something, Wang Tao never disturbed her again .
But now, the time agreed with Song Xiaoxiao was approaching, and they were going to walk into the alley behind to pick them up.
After struggling for a while, Wang Tao still let out a breath and reminded in a low voice, "Sister...we have arrived."
The author has something to say: It was too difficult for me to write this chapter, probably because of my strong empathy ability. The first draft of my first draft was [-] words, and I felt very uncomfortable when I wrote it. The most angry thing is that I don’t I knew that I accidentally pressed delete, and then I clicked save. When I reopened the document the next day, I found that what I wrote the day before was gone. I was in a QAQ mood, and then I stayed up all night to write it again, and self-destructed again. Once again, after I finished writing, the friends in the group told me that wps has a backup and recovery, it is automatic, I... I am convex (艹盘哗)! ! ! ! !
I originally wanted to compare, but I feel that I don’t want to compare, it’s too uncomfortable, and I don’t want to gradually feel the collapse, so let’s do it.
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