life partner

Chapter 13

In fact, cutting the wrist is not the correct method of suicide, it is too difficult to use it to die.

Xu Cheng cut his wrist with a fruit-cutting knife that day. The funny thing is, Li Huiyao prepared that knife for him.

The sharp blade cut a blood-red mark along the pale skin, fine blood beads scrambled out, the first cut was very light, it only scratched the skin, but it was very painful.

Trembling, Xu Cheng made another cut in the original place, the wound finally deepened, and scarlet blood flowed out, Xu Cheng felt a little chill in his body, and then the sound of his heartbeat gradually became louder and louder, he felt Kind of disgusting.

Then, at this time, the blood coagulated.

Xu Cheng frowned, raised the knife, and cut another cut, it still hurt, the pain hit his heart, his heart was beating fast, he began to feel a little tired, his head was empty, he couldn't think of anything, But at this time, he couldn't even feel the pain, his body started to twitch, he just felt very sleepy, very sleepy, he wanted to sleep, maybe after waking up, his world would suddenly open up.

His world is dark, and Xu Cheng stood in the middle of the intersection like a blind man in a daze.

Can't see anything clearly, the shadows are vague, leaving him with a lot of noisy voices and messy backs, the world is crowded and vast, he can't see the light, so he has to shrink back shyly and tremblingly, someone bumped into him, condescending irony , He was apprehensive and terrified, but no one could come to rescue him.

What about the hands that had been holding him?

Xu Cheng looked around, he found that he could not find his light.

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"What did you tell him?"

Li Huiyao hoarse, she looked at her husband, her expression almost collapsed, "Xu Cheng cut himself three times, on the same wound, he cut himself three times in order to let himself die, hurting ** Wrong, how desperate he must be!" The woman began to frantically beat her husband's body, and she howled violently in place, like a desperate mother animal whose cub died and could not be protected.

"How can I let you talk to Xu Cheng? I clearly know that you don't like him. I was impatient. In order to make Xu Cheng accept the outside world, this...is all my fault. I shouldn't have believed you."

The light was very dim, Xu Yingren was expressionless, but his body was trembling violently. He looked sideways at Li Huiyao, the darkness on his face flashed, his Adam's apple moved slightly, and his voice was hoarse, "It would be better if I died."

Li Huiyao was taken aback for a moment, she stared blankly at Xu Yingren with a frozen expression.

Xu Yingren moved slowly, and he pulled Li Huiyao's hand away, "It's useless for you to cry here, Xu Cheng should have woken up, go and see him."

"What did you just say?"

Li Huiyao didn't move, she stared at Xu Yingren.

"What I thought in my heart, you wouldn't want to hear it, I..." Xu Yingren's expression changed slightly, "Xu Jing, why are you here? Where's your brother? Why don't you stay by his side?"

"Come out and use the bathroom."

Xu Jing didn't approach, but looked at his father from a distance, "Dad, let me tell you something, don't come to the hospital during this time, is it okay?"

Xu Yingren frowned slightly, but soon relaxed, "I happen to be at the end of the month, and I have a lot of work on hand. It's fine if your mother takes care of me here in the hospital."

Xu Jing nodded, turned around and left without looking back.

When he returned to the ward, several clinical patients were lying down. Xu Jing walked to his brother's bed, opened the curtain and went in. He saw his brother looking at him quietly with his eyes open. Xu Jing approached After a while, he leaned next to his brother, pushed Xu Cheng's arm, "Come closer."

Xu Cheng moved to the side, Xu Jing took off his shoes and went to bed, the hospital bed was very narrow, Xu Jing and his brother cuddled tightly.Xu Jing carefully protected his brother's bandaged wrist, sighed, and lost the interest to laugh. He was silent for a long time, and suddenly said: "Did you think of me when you died?"

"No."

Hearing Xu Cheng's erratic voice, Xu Jing laughed with a "chi" and said, "I knew you didn't think of me, if you did, how could you commit suicide?"

"Brother, you said how handsome your brother and I are, how could you be willing?"

Xu Jing didn't give up when he didn't get an answer.

"Tell me, how can you be willing to...leave me alone?"

Xu Jing asked, he bit his brother's ear, his throat was a little itchy, he blinked his eyes, a tear unexpectedly fell on Xu Cheng's neck, the teardrops were like boiling water, Xu Cheng trembled violently.

Xu Jing rubbed the tip of Xu Cheng's cold nose against Xu Cheng's ear, and he slowly moved upwards, staring intently at those glazed eyes, he paused, and just about to open his mouth to say something, the lights suddenly went out, and the room It became dark, Xu Jing squinted his eyes, and rubbed his fingertips on the tip of his brother's eyes, Xu Cheng's body shook, Xu Jing lowered his head, and hit Xu Cheng's lips fiercely, the flesh of his lips was hit On the teeth, Xu Cheng tasted the salty smell, and then his mouth was pried open, and the soft tip of his tongue pushed in. Xu Cheng let out a "huh" and his eyes widened. He couldn't see anything clearly in the dark, he could only feel Xu Jing slightly. Heavy breathing.

"Brother...Brother...Brother..." Xu Jing whispered softly again and again, he arched his back, his body tensed desperately, he was so uncomfortable that he was dying, and he was so scared that he would die.

Putting his palm on his brother's face, Xu Jing sighed deeply, "Brother, don't be like this, okay, your brother and I are weak in heart, I can't stand the scare, if you give me another life and death, I might You have to pee your pants right away."

Xu Cheng paused, he touched Xu Jing's face with his good hand, and then touched Xu Jing's lips, "Why did you kiss me?"

Xu Jing's breathing was stagnant, her fingers tensed up, as if she was thinking about the answer, and after a while, she said softly, "I want to know if you are crying."

"When you are happy, the feeling of kissing you is sweet, and when you are sad, the sweetness is gone. I think it would be great if you were always sweet." Xu Jing said, and leaned over again, Quickly hit Xu Cheng's lips, pursed his lips, the corners of his lips curled up, "Look, it's sweet now."

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A week later, Xu Cheng was discharged from the hospital, but he didn't go to school anymore.

Xu Cheng's suicide happened in the school. This incident had a great impact on the school. Even though Xu Cheng's grades were excellent, the school still proposed to him to drop out of school because of Xu Cheng's mental illness.

It is a suggestion, but it is actually a foregone conclusion.

Li Huiyao went to school and brought back some of Xu Cheng's belongings. At school, he also met Xu Cheng's head teacher. The head teacher knew about Xu Cheng's situation. OK.Then he took out all the books he needed to study in high school and handed them to Li Huiyao.

After Li Huiyao returned home, she put these books on Xu Cheng's desk, and when Xu Cheng got better, she would naturally read them.