Time is not alluring

Chapter 57

"You're fine, but I'm fine."

I was about to leave, but Liu Xu hurriedly pulled me back, and what I said made me a little confused. Thinking of what Yan Lili said before, "Liu Xu came on stage with an injury", I couldn't help becoming anxious, and started to stutter.

"You... can... have... what...?"

I don't know if it's because I've been away from Liu Xu for too long, and all the situations will be magnified by me. Only after hearing her relaxed tone, I feel that I am too worried.

"Well... I'm fine, but I have something to do with you."

"what's up?"

"Why didn't you come to me?" Liu Xu sighed.

I kept silent, lowered my head, and silently avoided this topic, feeling heavy in my heart, because I could no longer pronounce half a syllable of her question.

How to find it?How to find it?

Liu Xu asked gently, I grabbed her clothes, and tears came down, I wiped it with the back of my hand randomly, more and more, more and more.

Liu Xu took my hand away, carefully wiped away my tears, and said, "Don't cry, okay? Don't say anything if you don't want to."

"At worst, I'll find you later..."

Before Liu Xu finished speaking, I yelled, "You're looking for me? You're still looking for me?! Do you know how sad I feel? How uncomfortable is it?"

Liu Xu didn't speak, and my tears flowed like a faucet. It's not an exaggeration to describe it like this.

"Do you know how scared I am to see you?! Do you know how disturbed I am?! Do you know how afraid I am of failing you?! You think I don't want to choose science?! You think I don't want to be with you together?!"

"An'an..." Liu Xu was at a loss.

"You still say?! Don't say it!" I glared at her, she must be very ugly, "But I just can't! I can't do it! You still help me with tutoring every day! Help me with tutoring!"

"You know I see you frowning and drinking coffee every day, I wish I could flush it down the toilet with the coffee! I hate myself, but you are so kind to me!" I threw myself into her arms, my voice choked, "You ...Why are you so nice to me?"

"Uh..." I said out of breath, "I hate myself! Can you hate me too! Can you..."

Hate me too?

All the good things you have done to me in this world have to be endured one by one. How can I repay in the future so that I can be worthy of your kindness?

"Don't cry..." Liu Xu only had three words back and forth.

"Just cry!" I released all the tears I had accumulated for a month, and the tears flowed like a river, and I couldn't stop them.

"I didn't bully you..." Liu Xu said again.

I raised my head and stared at her, "Why didn't you bully me? You gave me a cold look...do I owe someone...well, even if I owe you, you can't...can't..."

My voice has weakened, I can't say anything, I can't say it anymore, I seem to have waited too long for the opportunity to say this sentence, and now it is so difficult to say this sentence.

"Cry." Liu Xu said seriously, "Cry, you're ugly."

"Ugly is ugly." I muttered, ending my sobbing emotions.

After busy work, Liu Xu wiped away my tears and changed my jersey. When she finished changing and came out, I was almost in a calm mood.

Liu Xu sat next to me, I lowered my head, not daring to look at her, she said again, "You didn't do anything wrong, who should you show this attitude to?"

"No…"

"Then look up at me."

And then I actually looked up at her, and she had her hair tied up because she was going to play basketball.

Catkins seldom have their hair tied up. They usually have long hair and fluttering hair, which looks very good-looking, but now... it seems to be even more beautiful.

Heroic?

I held the water bottle, tilted my head, and thought silently, when Liu Xu scored a goal, the whistle sounded, and I glanced this way.

I was a little uncomfortable, took a sip from the water bottle, Xiao Huan moved his buttocks and sat over, reached out and patted my shoulder, almost scared me half to death.

"Why?" I asked her.

"Isn't he handsome?" Xiao Huan was thoughtful.

"what?"

Xiao Huan hooked my shoulder, and pointed at me with the hand holding the water bottle, "Isn't Liu Xu handsome?"

I thought about it, and said honestly, "Yes, very handsome."

Xiao Huan tugged at his trouser legs and said mysteriously, "I'll tell you something."

Before the matter was said, someone was calling her over there again. Xiao Huan thought about it and felt that it was more important to talk about it on an important occasion.

"Qu Xiaoxiao!" Zhu Beibei caught the speeding basketball, gave a low drink, and said, "Enough!"

Qu Xiaoxiao shook her head, picked up the mineral water, Gulu took a sip, and said without looking at Zhu Beibei, "What? Didn't you say that this year's Gaosheng is particularly good?"

"That's not what I'm talking about!" Zhu Beibei frowned, and said again, "I'll come for the next game, you take a break."

"No need." Qu Xiaoxiao flatly refused.

"Ah!" Zhu Beibei snorted and said, "You need a good rest in this state."

"No need." Qu Xiaoxiao refused again, she squinted her eyes to look at the basketball court, and said, "Does it mean that if you win this game, you will have a chance to compete with the first class?"

Zhu Beibei opened his mouth and didn't speak.

In the past freshman cup basketball games, most of the sophomores took care of the freshmen, going through the motions, and few of them fought hard to the last game.

But today Qu Xiaoxiao didn't know why, she couldn't hold her back as if she had been beaten to death.

"Hmm, maybe class one didn't win?" Yan Lili was over there, analyzing calmly.

Qu Xiaoxiao narrowed her eyes and said, "Do you think she might lose?"

Class one won.

As a member of the previous class, I was still a little excited. People rushed towards them, but I stood where I was and didn't move.

This feeling is very subtle. Knowing that the victory or defeat of class one has nothing to do with me, I still can't help but applaud in my heart.

not to mention…

I've always thought that catkins should be like this, enjoying everyone's envious eyes and applause, as graceful as a black swan.

In such a halo situation, she pushed aside the crowd and walked towards me.

"You are amazing." I said sincerely.

Liu Xu just smiled and didn't speak, and stretched out her hand towards me, the palm prints on her palm seemed to reappear in front of my eyes after hundreds of millions of light years.

Liu Xu pulled me, I jumped down from the top, and hugged her body again in a panic, as if I was embracing a phantom, and if I got closer, I could see her hidden under the phantom.

"Are you bored?" Liu Xu asked.

"Not at all." I said honestly.

"You used to hate basketball." Liu Xu said with a smile.

In the past, because of my underdeveloped motor nerves, I was always the last one to run 800 meters, and my face turned pale and I broke out in cold sweat. Therefore, my attitude towards sports has always been to avoid it.

but……

"People will always change." I said with a smile, probably because of the tolerance of time, I became open-minded and tried different things.

"Want to try it?"

"Don't... let's go." I looked at the basketball and said, "I can't shoot it."

"I'll teach you." Liu Xu involuntarily grabbed my wrist and walked to the basketball court.

"No..." I thought I still couldn't do it, and still resisted very much, Liu Xu stopped and said, "Really don't want it?"

I shook my head, thinking about it carefully, I seem to be very stupid, I don't have any special skills that can be used, because I am afraid of embarrassing myself, so I hide when I can.

"whatever then."

Liu Xu didn't force me, so I breathed a sigh of relief and glanced at the basketball in her hand out of the corner of my eye. Before I could let go of that breath, it became heavy.

One step, two steps, three steps... I stopped.

"let me try."

Watching other people play basketball, the poses are cool and handsome, but I am as clumsy as a penguin, oh no, it should be a group of penguins.

Thanks to Liu Xu being so patient, she taught me over and over again, but I'm just stupid, so I just can't learn well.

The year when I was learning Taekwondo suddenly came to my mind. The teacher pointed at my head and said I was stupid. Did you see that the junior sister who came in later than you can raise her leg and kick a wooden board, how about you?

I lowered my head, accepting all the teacher's scolding, and the junior sister stood there in embarrassment, the expression on her face was full of pity for me.

At that moment, I really wanted to die.

The naked sense of shame came back again, stuffing my heart. The basketball landed on the ground with a thud, and the rhythm became weaker and weaker again and again. Finally, it lost its elasticity and rolled away.

I'm really afraid that Liu Xu will point to my head and say that I can't even shoot a basketball, am I stupid?

But fortunately, Liu Xu didn't, she repeated it patiently and gently.

I turned my head to look at her standing behind me all the time, I really hope that the time can become longer and not slide too far.

"Do you want to try shooting?" Liu Xu said from the front.

I nodded, and then ran to pick up the basketball. When I came back, I was so excited that I sprained my ankle, and the basketball rolled away from my hand.

"Are you okay?" Liu Xu hurried over and asked with concern, she didn't even notice that she looked up at me, how anxious and worried she was.

"It's okay." I shook my head.

"Try, can you stand up?"

I supported the catkins and tried to stand up. A piercing pain spread through my ankle. I looked at my ankle, feeling a little helpless in this situation.

"wait."

Not long after, Liu Xu came back with a bottle of medicine in her hand. She half knelt on the ground and was about to take off my shoes. I stopped her with my hand, "Don't."

"What?" Liu Xu looked up and asked me, "Let me see if it's serious."

I firmly don't want her to help me take off my shoes, she said again, "How do you walk home like this?"

I couldn't resist her, so Liu Xu took off my shoes and put them aside, poured the medicine into the palm of her hand, rubbed it to warm her, and rubbed my ankle.

"feelling better?"

"I'll get up and try."

Liu Xu supported me, stood up carefully, walked two steps, felt that it didn't hurt too much, tried to walk two more steps, it was really much better, wanted to say thank you, and swallowed it again.

The afterglow of the setting sun came from over there, and the basketball board was shining brightly. Liu Xu and I were sitting on the steps of the basketball court, chatting casually.

The gentle wind blows her hair and brushes my cheek. There is a layer of soft wind between us, but we are very close. I look sideways at her fingers on her knees, and I always feel that her fingers are about to be crushed by someone. Gently clasping fingers together is more beautiful.

I sat for a while, smirking with my chin in my hands, and the time was too good to be true.

Liu Xu stopped talking, turned her head and asked me, "What about you?"

I said me too.

Xiao Huan's text message came at this time.