Time is not alluring

Chapter 59

After Qu Xiaoxiao left, I washed my face, water dripped down my cheeks, I looked at myself in the mirror, but couldn't.

Xiao Huan asked me why I went there for so long and why my face was so red, I faltered and couldn't explain why, so I had to eat desperately to cover it up.

The mobile phone in his pocket vibrated, and he reached out to touch it, thinking that Qu Xiaoxiao's palms were hot when he took it just now, his fingertips flinched, and he took a sip of wine to strengthen himself.

What are you afraid of!

This is my phone!

mine!

In the end, I took it out and saw that it was Qu Xiaoxiao's news. She told me not to eat so fast, and be careful of choking.

I read this news, my mind was full of thoughts, and after thinking about it, I felt something was wrong, why is she in a hot pot restaurant!No, how did she know that I was eating!

I immediately raised my head to look, and saw Qu Xiaoxiao who was smiling treacherously. She was in a good mood and sent me another message.

——What are you looking at me for?

——If you don't look at me, how do you know I'm looking at you!

After posting this sentence, I felt that this sentence was a bit stupid, which fully exposed my speaking level, my IQ, and everything about me.

As a result of Qu Xiaoxiao's next sentence, I knew that I might not be able to beat her in this life, because my skin is not as thick as hers.

Qu Xiaoxiao looked at the news, the corners of her mouth curled up, her fingertips stroked the other person's head, and typed a string of words.

—Oh, I was just looking at you.

I had a hard time eating this meal, and I always felt like there was a radar patrolling me. I was fidgeting and I just hoped that it would be over soon.

Zhu Beibei feels that Qu Xiaoxiao is a bit strange now, her mood is always cloudy and cloudy. A while ago, it was still cloudy and showery, but now it is cloudy and sunny.

Maybe, every woman has those few days.

I have forgotten when I finished the meal, almost when they said they were going to leave, they fled from the hot pot restaurant.

"Hey hey." Xiao Huan called me from behind, "Do you want to sing together?"

"No." I refused.

"Then I won't go either," Liu Xu said.

"It's really..." Xiao Huan pouted, "Not loyal enough."

When I walked out of the hot pot restaurant, I turned my head to look at Qu Xiaoxiao. She was still eating, so I breathed a sigh of relief for some reason.

Liu Xu asked me what was wrong, I shook my head and said it was fine.

Maybe it's because I can't tell lies by nature. After I finished speaking, I felt guilty for no reason, and looked at Liu Xu cautiously, hoping that she wouldn't see anything wrong.

Liu Xu lowered her head, frowning slightly with worry, not knowing what she was thinking.

Liu Xu and I were about to take the bus home, and there were people all around us, and we saw Qu Xiaoxiao when we passed through auntie's colorful clothes.

The destination seems to be here?

My mind froze, I quickly straightened my body, and shrank back, hoping that she would not see me.

Leaving her behind from the corner of the eye and walking over there, he felt anxious and wanted to leave with Liu Xu.

"What's wrong?" Liu Xu asked because she didn't know.

"fine."

I comforted myself calmly until Qu Xiaoxiao followed us and stood in front of the bus stop, waiting for the bus.

But this coincidence was too coincidental, Qu Xiaoxiao followed us on the same bus.

There were a lot of people on the bus, I swiped the bus card, Qu Xiaoxiao followed behind me, and said with a smile, "What a coincidence, classmate An An."

I turned my head and stared at her hard, reminding her not to mess around in broad daylight, ah bah, what and what...

Qu Xiaoxiao looked at me innocently, completely forgetting what happened just now, she stretched out her hand and pushed me, saying, "Go inside quickly, there are many people behind."

I couldn't, I followed the crowd to the back of the bus, no matter which way I went, Qu Xiaoxiao was always behind me, it was really weird.

It wasn't until I stood still and stretched out my hand to pull the bracelet, and Qu Xiaoxiao next to me came over, that I vaguely remembered that the person standing next to me should be Liu Xu!

Catkins!

I hurriedly looked around, but didn't find Liu Xu's figure, and got out of the car when I wanted to push through the crowd, but Qu Xiaoxiao held me back, with sincere eyes, and said, "Master is going to drive."

I hesitated for a moment, and the bus started after just a short push, and the gap between people could no longer be opened. I turned my head to look out of the glass window, and saw a group of people through the dirty glass of the head on the seat. people.

Can't find my catkins.

She wanted to take out her phone to send a message to Liu Xu, but the phone ran out of battery, and Qu Xiaoxiao said beside her, "Don't play with your phone in the car."

"I want you to manage."

It should be that the gods couldn't understand my behavior, and came to the brakes suddenly. Due to the effect of inertia, the body leaned forward, and Qu Xiaoxiao pulled me back in time.

"Look, don't be careful."

I held my mobile phone and didn't speak until I got out of the car and hurried home.

Qu Xiaoxiao followed behind me unhurriedly. After following for a while, I turned to look at her and said, "Why are you following me!"

"I'll take you home." Qu Xiaoxiao took it for granted.

"I do not want."

I yelled, Liu Xu's sudden disappearance was annoying, but now she is even more annoying, super annoying, doesn't respect people, doesn't understand people's feelings, and does things her own way.

Really are!

Just pretend that she kissed me suddenly just now didn't happen?Think I'll like it a lot?Would you mind?

What compensation is a kiss, go to hell!

What happened just now was so sudden, and Qu Xiaoxiao responded calmly, so that I lost the anger to question, after I calmed down.

What she did was really bad. At that time, I should have pushed her away severely and scolded her awake with the hardest words.

It’s just that after the fact, I clenched my fists, took a deep breath, and rushed home with my schoolbag.

Qu Xiaoxiao grabbed me from behind, I didn't know where the strength came from, I stretched out my hand and pushed her, saying, "I'm going home!"

"I'll see you off." Qu Xiaoxiao insisted.

"Don't!" I glared at her angrily, and squeezed out every word from between my teeth.

Qu Xiaoxiao let go of her hand, her expression was as if I had bullied her, I was soft-hearted after all, thinking secretly whether what I did just now was too hurtful.

I turned my face away, and said something stiffly, "Anyway, I'm going home, it's getting late, you should go back quickly."

Qu Xiaoxiao let go, didn't say anything, turned around and left, I watched her leave, feeling very uncomfortable, how can I put it...

Eh... so annoying.

Qu Xiaoxiao walked back along the road, reached out and rubbed her sore elbows from playing basketball too hard. What she cared about was not the other party's missed appointments, but the other party's going to watch other people's basketball games and explaining to her , only two simple words.

forget.

It would be a lie to say that she is not angry, she carefully planned a match, waiting for the stars to light up in the opponent's eyes was all because of her.

Now all light and shadow are gone, and all thoughts are turned to ashes.

Qu Xiaoxiao comforted herself that this other person was a bit special to An An, and the relationship between them was beyond family, friendship and love.

Precisely because she is doomed not to survive the 17 years between An An and Liu Xu, it is normal for her to be powerless.

As Qu Xiaoxiao was walking, a ray of light floated in front of her. She avoided it, and vaguely felt that the woman sitting in the car looked familiar, but she couldn't remember where she had seen it.

She gave up, and when she got home, she washed herself, thought about it, maybe her actions just now were too sudden, or maybe An An couldn't accept it?

At that time, she didn't think about anything, just one thought in her mind, which almost drowned her.

Later, she braked soberly, stopped in time, and saw An An's pupils that lost focus due to shock, she knew that she had done something wrong.

But she doesn't regret it. According to the book, everyone has a little bit of first-time complex.

First kiss, first love, first night.

So An An, will it be because of this time.

I remember the small bathroom of the hot pot restaurant, the overhead lights were dim and bright, the temperature was a little high, and the skin tones of each other were several degrees fair.

I could vaguely hear the noisy voices of people outside, the sound of beer being opened, the bubbling of hot pot ingredients, all the sounds gradually returned to zero, only the sound of her heart beating.

Also remember Qu Xiaoxiao's life?

After thinking about it, she still sent a message to An An.

Qu Xiaoxiao closed her eyes, and dreamed that her childhood mother was carrying her to the cram school, spitting at the cram school teacher, she couldn't let my child lose at the starting line.

At that time, she was still young and didn't know what the starting line was. She just did her best, tried her best to be herself, cheerful, optimistic, positive, helped teachers and classmates, and became a child of other people in many people's mouths.

As if I didn't do anything, I can easily win the applause of many people.

She doesn't know if this is happiness, she has never been sad, as for the definition of sadness, because she has never experienced it, she doesn't know.

Until she saw An An.

I couldn't believe that someone would cry so hard because of a math grade. She hid behind, wanted to move forward but didn't want to move forward. After all, it had nothing to do with her. Forget it, let's go.

As soon as I moved my footsteps, I saw the girl squatting down again, muttering to herself to the math test paper.

"Hey! I've had a miserable life, don't you have a miserable life, this will make me miserable. Tell me, what's wrong with you, why did you come to me and don't give me face? Well, I I don't want you anymore, go away."

"Forget it, go back, nothing in this world is completely equal, I love you and you don't love me, it's only fair." She muttered slowly, "It's also sad."

Qu Xiaoxiao watched it for a while before realizing that the other party was talking to a math test paper.

It looks a little funny...but I cried too badly...

She looks so ugly...and her hair is so short...

Life, a new journey starts here. Her starting line has already been far away, and she is far behind others. No matter how much money you spend, how many cram schools, no matter how hard you work, no matter how cheerful you are, it will be useless.

Since then, she has always met that girl inadvertently, in the library, cafeteria, playground, illuminated stadium...

Whether it's a coincidence or deliberate, there is a thread between them that tightly connects each other.

Over time, she discovered that the girl's melancholy appearance had an indescribable aura.

Qu Xiaoxiao will never forget the day before the college entrance examination, she was called to help change the banner on the weekend, and she stood on the empty sidewalk.

The dark green leaves gradually blurred her figure, she smiled slightly, reluctantly and a little relieved, not completely clear but seemed to understand completely.

All of a sudden, the most secret thing in Qu Xiaoxiao's heart was touched, and she watched her leave. Her leaving footsteps were like the morning sun arriving in the twilight in an instant, and there was no vicissitudes after experiencing the prosperity of youth.

"What's her name?" Qu Xiaoxiao turned her head and asked Weekend.

"Who?"

"Which girl." Qu Xiaoxiao hurriedly pointed to the figure that was about to disappear from sight.

"An'an?"

"Which Ann?"

"Peace Ann."