Chapter 10
Chapter 10
Ji Chongzhou's voice suddenly softened, his eyes were dark and bright, and he looked straight at Zhou Jiayao: "What do you mean?"
Zhou Jiayao answered him with a kiss.
Wrapping his lips and tongue, melting the unfinished words into panting.
Unexpectedly, Ji Chongzhou did not resist, and even took the initiative to hug him.Zhou Jiayao was easily ignited by this simple action.
They sink into the soft bed.
Zhou Jiayao thought: Ji Chongzhou is very sweet.
Thin.His body was hot like a fever.The scene was like a snowfield suddenly blooming across a mandala.
They intertwined their fingers and squeezed each other so hard that it hurt.
Zhou Jiayao wanted to please Ji Chongzhou first, so he was extremely gentle.Ji Chongzhou's originally pale face gradually turned blush, he turned over, Zhou Jiayao's fingers smoothed his wet hair, and kissed behind his ear.
Zhou Jiayao was still wearing a shirt, which was crumpled and wet with sweat.
Ji Chongzhou felt that what separated them was not such a thin cloth, but a very distant, very, very distant... heart.
It was too hot, the temperature of the air conditioner was not low enough, and the quilts piled up on the bed were too thick. Ji Chongzhou felt that his brain was stuffy and lacked oxygen, and he seemed to be sick and had a fever, and his whole body was burnt and confused.His right hand has been holding Zhou Jiayao's left hand tightly.
At first, Zhou Jiayao thought it was some kind of dependence, a driftwood to hold on to when sinking.Until everything was over, Ji Chongzhou finally let go of his hand, put his palm on his face, and said hoarsely after a while, "I'm sorry, I forgot to say my lines."
Zhou Jiayao suddenly remembered that when Amy and Gu Zhiming really met for the first time, Gu Zhiming's second personality picked up a pair of handcuffs, pretended to be a policeman, and handcuffed his right hand and Amy's left hand together.
It was dark outside.
The 22nd floor is very quiet, and 2207 is also very quiet.All the charming sounds disappeared, and all the joy and satisfaction were easily defeated by Ji Chongzhou's words.
"Then do it again?" Zhou Jiayao said.His throat was also hoarse and aching.
Ji Chongzhou was quiet for a moment, and said with a smile, "Okay."
His voice was wrong, Zhou Jiayao could tell.Ji Chongzhou's hand kept covering his face, Zhou Jiayao went over to hold his wrist, and slowly moved his hand away, revealing a pair of red eyes with crystal clear tears.
Ji Chongzhou cried.
Zhou Jiayao froze for a moment, and at this moment, Ji Chongzhou broke away from him and buried his face in the pillow.
There was no sound, only heavy breathing, and the forceful breathing made his whole body heave.
Zhou Jiayao's heart skipped a beat.But he didn't want to apologize, and he didn't want to pretend that I wouldn't do it again if you didn't want to.After a long silence, he finally spoke out, his voice sounded like an understatement: "Why are you crying?"
no answer.
"not comfortable?"
Ji Chongzhou shook his head.
Zhou Jiayao smiled, put his hand on his head, turned his face to the front, and wiped his tears while saying, "Is that so comfortable?"
Ji Chongzhou's tears suddenly became more violent.
Zhou Jiayao endured the tearing pain in his heart and joked: "Am I right? You have shaken your heterosexual worldview, crying so sad?"
Ji Chongzhou still shook his head.
Zhou Jiayao couldn't bear it anymore, the pain was almost coming out of his chest, and his fingers were hard, leaving a bright red mark on Ji Chongzhou's chin: "Speak."
long silence.
Zhou Jiayao didn't force it, he got up, and Ji Chongzhou's teary eyes saw the twisted scar on his leg that flashed away.
"elder brother."
He finally cried out, wiped away the tears on his face, and whispered, "Don't hate me."
Zhou Jiayao turned around: "Why do I hate you?"
Ji Chongzhou covered his face with the quilt, and gave himself courage in such a slightly evasive way, his voice was muffled in the quilt, very small.
"I'm not straight," he said.
How different is this sentence from admitting that he likes him?Almost none.
What Ji Chongzhou said at the door after leaving the play with Zhou Jiayao in the prop room that day, he said that he cherishes this bit of luck in his life, is true.He knows that Zhou Jiayao is different from him, Zhou Jiayao likes acting so much, he can give everything for acting, even if he can't stand in front of the camera, he can only be with him in the prop room, in the empty dressing room, in the hotel, in the bathroom, In the caravan, in the backstage of the event... In these places, teach him how to read lines and how to do movements. They are usually very close, and Ji Chongzhou can see the enthusiasm shining in Zhou Jiayao's eyes.
He knew that everything Zhou Jiayao did was to let him present the best performance and make the best movie.At the earliest when he was filming "Wen Yike's Rose" and was dizzy by that kiss, he wanted to confess to Zhou Jiayao. At that time, he thought, even if it was for the movie, then... would such a gentle and affectionate kiss be kind of sincere? Does Zhou Jiayao also like him?But the reality told him that Zhou Jiayao was only for the movie.
Everything that happened today, maybe the answer was still the same, but he knew he couldn't bear it anymore.
He couldn't speak his lines because at such a moment of skin-to-skin contact, even if Zhou Jiayao didn't think it, he still wanted to keep the short-term purity in his heart. All the emotions were Zhou Jiayao and Ji Chongzhou, not Amy and Gu Zhiming.
He was even grateful that Zhou Jiayao didn't speak during the process.
Only the breath is entangled.
Enough for him to keep it as a good memory.
Ji Chongzhou hugged his knees in the dark quilt, and said desperately: "Brother, I can't do anything for acting like you, whether it's mental torture or physical pain, I can bear it—I mean I'm not saying it's painful to do these things with you, I mean... I'm not pure, I'm not for acting, not for movies, not even for the contract that I signed back then... You gave me good terms, gave me Those things that I didn't dare to think about before, without you, there would be no Ji Chongzhou... But I am not for those, money, fame and fortune."
He paused, then made up his mind to continue: "I just... because of you, because of you, and because you have been by my side, I have been persisting, hoping to do well what you want me to do. But this One thing, I have experienced it, I have already cleared my heart, I can't do it like in the past, and regard it as a pre-performance experience, I can't think about the role in this matter, I can't pass From the existing feeling to deduce the feeling of Gu Zhiming's role, because, because... because I only have you in my mind."
Ji Chongzhou lowered his head and said in a hoarse voice: "I know this will trouble you, I have failed your expectations, I may have messed up this movie and I can't play this role well, I know my contract is coming soon It's due, I've been waiting for you to tell me about the contract renewal, but I haven't waited, so it's just right to say it at this time, if you want someone else to act for you, I shouldn't delay too much. I'm sorry, brother. "
He talked too much, but it seemed unfocused and ambiguous. In his hidden direct vocabulary, it was reasonable to replace it with like or dislike.
After Ji Chongzhou finished speaking, there was no movement outside for a long time.He thumped in his heart, thinking that Zhou Jiayao would not leave.It is difficult to have the courage to speak like this a second time.
Little by little, he pulled the quilt off his head, like a cat that just arrived at a new home, raised its head from a cardboard box and exposed its eyes.
Zhou Jiayao was standing by the bed, looking down at him.
Ji Chongzhou shrank back again.
In the silent darkness, every bit of movement will be magnified.He felt Zhou Jiayao sat down, he felt Zhou Jiayao reached into the quilt with a hand and grabbed his hand.
He felt his fingers spread out and insert into his fingers.
The gesture of clasping fingers.
Ji Chongzhou's palms were sweaty, and he noticed that Zhou Jiayao's palms were not so dry either.
Zhou Jiayao squeezed his fingers.
Zhou Jiayao said, "Do you mean you like me, Chongzhou?"
Ji Chongzhou's heart beat violently for a moment, his mouth was dry, he was dizzy, he couldn't believe it, and said with a trembling voice, "Yes."
Zhou Jiayao was silent for a while: "Don't you like Tong Ni?"
Ji Chongzhou was dumbfounded, and was so anxious that he couldn't speak: "I like... When did I like Miss Tong Ni?"
"You took the initiative to kiss her, in the rose essential oil manufacturing room;" Zhou Jiayao squeezed his hand tightly, "Look at her eyes; you accepted her cameo role in her new movie without consulting me."
"I kissed her because I... I was confused by you at the time! I watched her a lot before watching you. As for the movie, it was... because..." Ji Chongzhou blushed so hard that he couldn't speak, he In the end, he lifted the quilt and turned back aggressively, "Then what do you mean, brother? At that time, you clearly said that I only signed me because I looked a little like you before, so in a sense, you would let me act for you. Many people Said that you are willing to do anything for the sake of acting. Sister Tong Ni and Sister Shen Rong told me not to take some of your actions to heart. You said the same thing yourself. What do you mean now? Asking me like this is also... I like it me?"
At the end, the voice lowered again, cautiously.
Zhou Jiayao came over and kissed his forehead, and said, "Yes, I like you."
He rubbed the tear stains on Ji Chongzhou's face with his thumb, and said in a low voice: "Now continue to question, why did you sign Tong Ni's new movie without discussing it with me? Why did "Wen Yike's Rose" Have you watched the movie so many times on your phone?"
Ji Chongzhou looked at him obediently, and whispered, "Because I want to dream of you."
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