Chapter 28
Chapter 28
In the dormitory, Xu Yi took Shen Qing's coat, looked at the blood stains on the inside of the coat, took a few glances, got up and went to the bathroom with the coat.Unscrew the faucet and find the soap box on the countertop. After opening it, you can smell the accumulation of chemicals.She put her clothes in the water and ran around, fearing that the cold water was not enough, so she turned on hot water.The scalding water passed over the clothes, bubbling hot steam.
Xu Yi put the soap on the stained area and wiped it, and traces of foam soon appeared on that area.
And her life seemed to have been wiped by such a piece of soap, so that in the past few years, the years before the age of 17, there were also traces of bubbles.
Shen Qing was right, once in class Xu Yi forgot to bring her aunt's towel, it happened suddenly, no matter how arrogant and domineering a girl encountered such a situation, she would feel at a loss what to do.Shen Qing took off his school uniform coat, put it around her waist, asked for leave from her homeroom teacher, and took her back to her dormitory to change sanitary napkins.That was Xu Yi's first time wearing Shen Qing's clothes.Xu Yi has never been in love with a boy, but he guesses that it is difficult for boys and girls to change clothes.That day, Xu Yi put on the school uniform trousers that Shen Qing handed over. They were loose, bulky and ugly, but after putting them on, Xu Yi felt that they had a Shen Qing taste.
What is Shen Qing's taste like?
Xu Yi is hard to describe.
If you have been to the endless wilderness, you have seen snowfall in the wilderness, frost in the next morning, strong wind blowing, the air is full of ice and snow, morning dew and the smell of green grass.And this is probably Shen Qing's taste.
It is clean, cold, and there is a promise that cannot be compared seriously.
Now Shen Qing still has this smell on his body, besides this, there is also the smell of smoke.It's very faint, not unpleasant, and it will last forever in Xu Yi's mind.
Shen Qing still likes her?
Xu Yi guessed like this, in fact, the premonition in his heart reached 80.00%, but he was not sure yet.What can she do?Shen Qing also knew that she was married, let alone Shen Qing, even she herself felt a strong sense of betrayal when she thought of this matter.It's not that she betrayed her family, which is now in vain, but the years with Shen Qing, the self who smiled in the sun and said I will always like you.
Besides, doesn't Shen Qing know that if she is entangled with her now, what will others think of her?Even though there are thousands of reasons to excuse the relationship between the two, what they did can only be described as cheating in terms of behavior.
One person abandons an existing relationship and becomes entangled with another person.
Although the relationship is fake.
But the marriage certificate is real.
Xu Yi didn't want Shen Qing to get such a reputation, she always left a portrait of Shen Qing in a corner of the ocean of memory.The girl by the window, with clear eyes, is out of tune with everything around her.She used to like watching Shen Qing make changes for herself, like watching her frown when she was angry, like her tone of voice changing when she was impatient but because it was her, like when she couldn't bear to call out her words when she was emotional. name.Now 30 years old, she has grown up stumblingly, was forced to change, and left behind the embers of the sun, but she has always liked Shen Qing, who is still the 17-year-old girl, she is eternally youthful, against the rules of adults.It's not for her to be stained with the words of extramarital affairs and cheating.
Xu Yi rubbed the clothes in her hands, a corner of the soap suddenly broke, and the pieces slid away, she suddenly realized that she seemed to be domesticated.
Domesticated by marriage.
If you really want to start over with Shen Qing, wouldn't it be good to get a divorce?
Xu Yi breathed a sigh of relief again, feeling that he had finally found something that he could accomplish now.But - what about Xu Xiaotao?Will she accept that her mother is a lesbian?Or could she accept that her father and mother were just pretending to be married for so many years?Xu Yi felt that this was a dangerous trend.She has a bit of a problem with being a mother now, and she likes to put her children above her own ideas in everything she does.She vaguely knew that this was bad, and sometimes it was just the mother's wishful thinking, but she still couldn't help it.The brain has subconsciously thought of this question.
Xu Yi finally washed the blood on the clothes, she unscrewed the clothes with her hands, the clothes were rolled into a strip, and the water dripped down.Her life and Shen Qing's life are like two entangled threads on this dress, overlapping again.
If Xu Yi were to list the most important women in her life, there would only be two.
Shen Qing, and Xu Xiaotao.
The relationship between Xu Yi and his mother is not good, the two of them seem to be at peace, but Xu Yi doesn't like her mother's attitude towards her father's lover.As a result, today, she seems to have embarked on a similar or even the same path as her mother.Although there is no love relationship between her and He Tiancheng.
and many more.
Xu Yi suddenly thought, how did she know about the relationship between her parents back then?Obviously no one told her that they were still acting like a loving couple in front of her.But children have a keen, animal-like intuition about it.
So Xu Xiaotao must have this intuition.
Xu Yi was shocked.
There was a knock on the bathroom door, Xu Yi asked, "Who?"
Shen Qing yawned, and said impatiently, "Did you fall into the toilet? Haven't you finished the sanitary napkin yet?"
Xu Yi replied, "I'm doing laundry."
Shen Qing said subconsciously, "Why do you need to wash it? Just massage the clothes with your hand strength?"
Of course Xu Yi knew what she meant by what she said. In the past, Xu Yi could feel sore hands even twisting a towel, so she must call Shen Qing for help.Shen Qing had no choice but to put down the pen in his hand, sighed, and ran to help her.In terms of strength and IQ, Shen Qing has always crushed Xu Yi to death.
Unexpectedly, in order to prove that she could indeed wring out the towel, Xu Yi opened the door, looked directly at Shen Qing with both eyes, and performed a towel wringing seriously with both hands.
The water dripped down between the towels, Xu Yi was about to show a smug expression, when Shen Qing suddenly approached her again.
Shen Qing looked at Xu Yi's eyelashes seriously, and said, "Xiao Yi, you are so cute."
At the age of 30, you still have to be called cute.
Xu Yi froze in place, tremblingly closed his eyes.
Seeing Shen Qing, she smiled slightly, "What? You thought I was going to kiss you?"
She said this to tease Xu Yi, and it can be regarded as teasing, it sounds more like ridicule.Shen Qing wanted to see Xu Yi's reaction, but Xu Yi admitted it openly, "Yes, I thought you were going to kiss me."
Xu Yi asked Shen Qing, "Shen Qing, do you still like me?"
She thought that if she said yes, she would immediately drop everything and throw herself into her arms.
All of this includes the lie of that marriage and the distrust of herself.
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