used romantic gl

Chapter 30

Shen Qing ordered a glass of cat gone, rum base, chocolate as a companion, it sounded a little girlish.When seeing this name, Shen Qing's first reaction was a story emerged in his mind.

The cat that surrounded you all day jumped away from the window sill covered with broken golden sunlight, and when she appeared in front of you again, she changed her appearance, wearing a brown coat, and passed by your window.

It turned out that the cat who was always by his side also had a dream of becoming a human.

The cat is gone, but the lover is here.

Zhao Shi didn't have the mood like her to come up with a messy and plausible story for the name of a glass of wine. He was simple and straightforward, and ordered a glass called sex on the beach.In some bars, love translates into sex. Love the beach, such as the place they went to today.Shen Qing prefers another name, called "Love in the Battlefield".

She always felt that the last four words could give this glass of wine a whole new story.In a love war, with evenly matched courage.

When the wine came, it was time to tell the story.

Zhao Shi didn't shy away from everything about He Tiancheng, he knew everything and said everything.So Shen Qing was barely able to piece together the story of Xu Yi who had been with He Tiancheng for ten years from these fragments.From one man's mouth, she listened to another man's story in order to find out the past of the woman she likes.

Among the gay men that Shen Qing knew, most of their stories started like this—dating a gun.

Rio from the software, Rio from the bar, and people around you.

Shen Qing attributed all this to her careless making friends.

Especially Zhao Shi, he knew that his sexual orientation was different from others since he was a child, and because his temperament was too feminine, he almost never broke away from the word sissy.When Shenqing University knew him, he had been making a name for himself on gay-specific software.In the past, Shen Qing would tell him to be careful of Ai's big gift bag, but later Zhao Shi himself got bored with appointments and didn't like to play much anymore.Now that he is older, he prefers to find a regular partner.

He Tiancheng, Xu Yi's husband, is his regular partner.

The two met at a circle party.This is always the case in the entertainment industry, they love to have parties for no reason.Most of these sexual minorities know each other.There is a kind of word of mouth good laugh.

Hey, do you know who that is?He seems to be gay.

The crew he participated in last time was quite gay, the producer and screenwriter were a couple.

Are you married?

Formal marriage.

Most of the people who hang out in the circle want to save face.So Zhao Shi said that this place is becoming more and more difficult to mix, time is moving forward, but it seems that it is not as open as before.In the domestic entertainment industry, there is almost no male star who wants to be photographed and dares to admit that he is gay.

Zhao Shiyi looked down on people like He Tiancheng at first, with such a vigorous personality, he always sneered at the matter of physical marriage.He came out of the closet with the reputation of being a sissy in junior high school. No matter what the outsiders think of him, Zhao Shi has survived like an old lady who is the best in the world.In his opinion, people like He Tiancheng are deserters, but he can't blame the other party, this is the other party's way of life.He just knew clearly from the beginning that he would not fall in love with such a person.It sounds too hopeless and too courageous.

If it's just about sex, then it doesn't matter.

He Tiancheng is in good shape and elegant, and he is always taken care of when getting along with him.He and He Tiancheng are in perfect harmony on the bed.

After the two dated several times, Zhao Shi heard his story from him.

He Tiancheng's family is very traditional. He has a mine in his family, and because he grew up eating the mine at home, he couldn't completely escape the control of the family when he grew up.Zhao Shi knew that he was married to someone he had known since childhood.It can be regarded as a child, and it can also be regarded as a childhood sweetheart.

His wife's family background was similar to that of his family, but later she said that her parents' company was cheated by an acquaintance, the company was emptied out, and she was still heavily in debt. Her parents committed suicide by jumping off a building, leaving only a baby at home.His wife has no choice, not only to pay off the debt, but also to raise the child.He Tiancheng was also in a hurry to go to the doctor at the time, and was so annoyed by the blind date that he immediately wanted to jump into the Yellow River to commit suicide.

Then it just happened naturally.

He Tiancheng is willing to help Xu Yi pay off the debt in exchange for Xu Yi's marriage.It was an undeniably obvious sale, just more blunt than most marriages.Xu Yi knew that his life was not worth the money, so he went abroad with He Tiancheng and helped their family manage the company.She gave up all her life, just for He Tiancheng to pull her out of the quagmire.

No matter how many details Zhao Shi didn't know, the intersection between him and He Tiancheng was only in bed.Talking about this kind of thing is just lighting a cigarette after physical entanglement, and I don’t know what to say after my interest subsides. Some difficult things can only be spoken to strangers.Zhao Shi and He Tiancheng are strangers who are most familiar with each other's bodies.

After Zhao Shi said these words, Shen Qing didn't even know how his brain kept functioning.Her heart was shattered into pieces, and there was a lot of ashes on the ground, which couldn't be pieced together.

She remembered what she seemed to say, but she didn't seem to remember clearly.

The new wine had just been served, and she hadn't had a sip yet, so she dragged Zhao Shi to leave, but Zhao Shi settled the money in a panic, still reluctant to part with the glass of wine, insisting on taking a sip.

Zhao Shi asked her: "Shen Qing, what are you doing?"

Shen Qing stood at the door of the bar and wanted to open Zhao Shi's car door. Zhao Shi pulled her hand back and said, "Are you crazy? Are you drunk driving?"

Shen Qing said soberly: "I didn't drink."

No wonder she didn't drink.I don't know when, I finished drinking one cup and ordered another one, and the cigarette didn't leave my hand.The cigarette seemed to be given by the waiter, Shen Qing couldn't remember it, but now that her fingertips felt a little burned, she realized what she had done.

She stood on the street, reaching out to take a taxi.

Zhao Shi asked her, "Where are you going? It's so late."

Shen Qing said: "Go to an ATM and check how much money is left in the card."

Zhao Shi was stunned, "Why are you checking this? Besides, can't you check your phone?"

Shen Qing blinked, and said seriously: "I will give the money to He Tiancheng, and ask him to divorce Xu Yi."

The black line on Zhao Shi's forehead was running straight, and he was extremely speechless, wondering what kind of president's script Shen Qing was holding at this moment.He said bitterly, "Is this the most important thing now?" Zhao Shi really wanted to slap Shen Qing awake, "Do you know what is the most important thing now?"

Shen Qing pursed her lips, hesitated for a long time, revealing a natural fragility, and said to Zhao Shi: "I know." She swayed as if hit by a blizzard. "I should immediately run to Xu Yi and tell her that those are not my true words, she is right, I like her very much." Shen Qing smiled wryly, "Zhao Shi, but I dare not."

Shen Qing asked Zhao Shi hesitantly, "Is this the best time? Say something like this."

Zhao Shichang sighed, a little mad, but finally held back his emotions and said calmly: "There is no opportunity to confess in this world. If you think of it, just say it. Shen Qing, this is the best opportunity." .”

Anyone who tried to escape with excuses, in Zhao Shi's eyes, was nothing but cowardice.

Cowardly and afraid to face rejection, afraid to face failure.

Shen Qing finally stopped the car, Zhao Shi asked her, "Isn't that right, you still have to go to the ATM?"

Shen Qing shook his head, with burning eyes, and said, "I'll go find Xu Yi."

She wants to see her right now, wants to hug her, wants to tell her, I love you.

Very, very, special, the world loves you the most.

Zhao Shi also wanted to get in the car, but before he had time to open the door, the car flew out under Shen Qing's urging, and Zhao Shi could only eat ashes.He was cursing, Shen Qing, you ungrateful person, but actually with a smile on his lips, he took out his mobile phone, opened WeChat, and sent the same message to passerby A 1234.

are you free tonight?

Do it?