wake up drunk

Chapter 11 Approaching

Nan Yixuan's new film was finalized and released in China. He traveled to various cities to promote the movie, numb his nerves with unstoppable work, and let himself completely forget the existence of Bian Hao. Ever since Nan Yixuan got angry that day After dropping his favorite watch, he decided to force himself to break away from this ridiculous idea completely.

Since fleeing from the concert that day, Nan Yixuan has been in a state of struggle, constantly denying his feelings for Bian Hao, but at the same time unable to control himself to think about him, thinking about what he might be doing, and Who was together, did they ever care about themselves, Nan Yixuan, who usually didn't drink much, began to get himself drunk at friends' parties.

After attending a senior's birthday party that day, Nan Yixuan didn't drink too much because he was a senior, but the feeling of a splitting headache was the same as usual. When he returned to the hotel, he yanked off his clothes indiscriminately, picked up the remote control When I turned on the TV and was about to take off my watch and go into the bathroom, the TV station happened to be broadcasting entertainment news, but the five or six second shot was about the relationship between Bian Hao and singer Chen Xirong, and Nanyixuan himself did not After reacting, he had already thrown the watch on the opposite mirror with great force, and the broken lens reflected his extremely angry face. Thinking of the way Hao embraced Chen Xirong with a smile on the TV screen, Nan Yixuan felt resentful Said: Bian Hao, I hate you.

When he came to the city where the other party was located again, Nan Yixuan had obviously adjusted well. He was ready to face Bian Hao and Bian Hao's relationship, but what he got was the news of Bian Hao's breakup, and it was still The woman he dumped, Chen Xirong even publicly tried to keep him on Weibo, Bian Hao was unmoved in the end, Nan Yixuan didn't feel hopeful, because he knew that Bian Hao probably couldn't like a man, It is even more impossible to like himself, what he has to do is to eliminate those tormenting thoughts in his heart.

The first meeting after nearly a year was at Lu Yuan's wedding. There were many people from inside and outside the circle, but Nan Yixuan still saw Bian Hao in the crowd at a glance. He was wearing a black suit and was with the band. The people stood together talking and laughing, and seemed to be in a particularly good mood.

Nan Yixuan went through the crowd and walked in front of them. The first person who saw him was Liu Peidong: "Hey, Xiao Nan, long time no see." Others followed Liu Peidong's voice to look at Nan Yixuan, including Bian Hao.

Bian Hao smiled and raised his glass to him: "Long time no see."

The next few people chatted about their recent situation. It happened that Lu Yuan and his bride Wang Siqi were looking for a chance to rest after socializing, so a group of people went with them to the private room next to them. Nanyixuan didn't want to stay too long, so they called Lu Yuan After saying hello, he didn't leave with them. The strange thing is that Bian Hao didn't leave either. He stood beside Nanyixuan holding a glass of wine. On the right was the bustling crowd, and on the left was the man who had made him struggle and feel sad in the past few months. , An unprecedented sense of embarrassment and suffocation cramped Nanyixuan.

Bian Hao could see the restraint of the other party, but for some reason, he wanted to say a few words to this friend he was not very familiar with. The reason was very complicated. I made fun of Chen Xirong's relationship, because Bian Hao and Chen Xirong started very casually. He just felt that he had been single for too long, and wanted to try to get along with two people. , I still can't adapt to having someone by my side all the time, and I always have a feeling that I have sacrificed a lot of time and energy for the other person. Therefore, the other members of the band only knew that they lived alone for many years after they broke up. Bian Hao had a relationship without telling everyone, and they all expressed their grievances, and would use this incident as a joke from time to time.Another reason is that he watched the movie Liu Yilei just made, and felt that Nan Yixuan's performance surprised him. In his mind, the other party should be a young artist who looked clean and optimistic but a little superficial, but In the film, Xinke's tenacity and inner conflicts and complex emotions are all vividly expressed by Nanyixuan.When the other party first entered the venue, Bian Hao noticed that his temperament has changed a lot from the feeling he gave when he participated in variety shows together.

Thus, Bian Hao had the urge to approach and understand this person.

Nan Yixuan stared at the wine glass in his hand for a few seconds, then drank it down in one gulp, then turned around and took another glass from the waiter's tray beside him, shaking it in his hand, looking at the surrounding people The crowd, seeing that he was about to raise his glass again, Bian Hao began to feel that something was wrong with the other party's performance, so he stretched out his hand to gently block Nan Yixuan's arm that was about to be raised, and the other party looked up at him, with eyes full of stars in despondency full of doubts.

"You drink too fast, be careful to get drunk." Bian Hao said with concern.

But at this moment, Nan Yixuan no longer interrupted his behavior with a humble and respectful expression like when they first met. He looked directly at Bian Hao and said lightly: "It's okay... I don't know why? I really want to drink today It's probably because I was too tired from filming a while ago, don't worry, I'm fine."

"Your movie is very good and very in-depth. It's rare that such a movie is so popular. I guess it's because of you." Bian Hao wanted to divert Nan Yixuan's attention from the wine glass, but he still watched it helplessly. After watching the other party drink another glass in front of him, he said, "Don't praise me, it's because the director is Liu Yilei."

Although Nanyixuan's tone was very steady, but after careful recollection, one could hear that it was too casual and somewhat dissatisfied.

Bian Hao felt that the conversation between the two could not go on any longer, so he wanted to find an excuse to walk away, but Nan Yixuan beside him spoke first: "I'm sorry, I'm really in a bit of a mess recently, I want a people stay a while."

"It's okay, your condition is really not very good, why don't you find someone to take you back, or call your assistant?"

Bian Hao felt that Nanyixuan was indeed a little unusual at the moment, and he felt that if he continued to drink like this, other guests would soon find out that he was abnormal.

"No, I'll be fine if I go outside to get some air. You can go find them." Nan Yixuan sounded a little helpless, Bian Hao would not have imagined what kind of torment the man in front of him was going through: seeing someone he liked standing in front of him There, we can only pretend that we are not very familiar with each other. We want to say something, but we have to worry about which sentence is too casual, making the other party feel awkward. If we don’t say it, we can’t control the desire to get closer That urge.Now Nan Yixuan has truly realized that the lines in those vulgar idol dramas when he first debuted are really close to real life: Some people, if you accidentally take it to heart, he becomes a person you can't quit. dropped drugs.

In the early hours of the morning, some of the guests had already left, and some returned to the hotel room to rest. Several members of the band did the final finishing work together, arranged the driver for the guests, and packed up the rest of the return gifts. The overloaded people couldn’t wait They wanted to go back to their respective rooms to rest.

When Bian Hao sent the last guest back to the lobby, the others had disappeared. Just as he was about to take the elevator back to his room, he found that Nan Yixuan, who seemed to have fallen asleep, was curled up on the sofa in the corner of the lobby. .